BROOOO tell me about it. I had to get off if it. First I couldn’t c***then I started itching all over like a f***ing heroin addict. Lexapro is working great for me so far so maybe try that.

my old high school teacher died in his sleep. i went through a rough patch after high school and college and he kept me going.

damn i'm f***ed up

RIP Pete. i'll see you in heaven bro.

Is this a spot for anxiety attacks?

Pray I dont get put in the mental hospital tomorrow

sure

like 2 years lmao

I get them sometimes 😪 scary s***

Suicide soundin wavy rn

Im so sad

My new therapist is brutally honest but if anything, I'm leaving sessions even more self-conscious...

MA CHA DING

YON DING HOW BING

POO CHEE MON DING HOOOOOO

frustrated at all times

. >:(

Man it’s been such a bad week

I’m tryna exercise this week and eat healthy but all this stress and anxiety has made me stress eat and not wonna do s***

And Idk why but my heart has been beating fast for like 2 days and hasn’t stopped and I just feel like it’s gonna explode lol

I just have so much anxiety is crazy. I’m even having trouble sleeping cus my heart is pounding so fast.

Like am I too wound up?

Have no clue what’s wrong

everyday man

suicide feels like an overindulgent topic for me, it’s incredibly interesting to find out new methods, maybe ever aftermaths if i did kill myself. but i know that’s how i’ll die in a few years. it’s for sure.

broke my side mirror to start the day off right really agreat start to the day

followed by an anxiety attack of “how tf am i gonna pay for this the car was just in the shop last week f*** me im a f***ing idiot how did you even do rhat you f***ing idiot youre worthless haha look at your f***up just another day “

i wonder how many more diseases i’ll get. ffs i’m anorexic, bipolar, and might have aspergers, and i’ll probably get diabetes before i turn 21. i hate everything.

So f***ing done with college man I have no drive to keep going and wasting my time

KEEP PUSHING!!!