smoking twice a day been taking it's toll

Good to see you too

i was on the same page a month ago. s*** makes you sluggish and apathetic.

slow it down to once a day and go from there.

s*** is a cheap route to escapism i should calm it down i agree

No one cares until you die

Add me to fam been struggling with this s*** for years man

Im bout to go full anti man im done trying to make friends

niggas dont give a f*** bout me f*** this s*** yo

my f***ing god bro im deadass bout to have a mental breakdown and public

Hang in there bruh everything happens for a reason know how I know?

May I join..

Sadness...

my ocd really manifested this year and its been driving me crazy

how

add me brother for i am not doing very well and my life is going nowhere :)

Didn't do s*** school-wise today other than go to classes. I have this essay due and I just can't get over this mental hump.

I thought I had SAD or some s*** but it turns out I'm just depressed year-round b lmao

Cause I for no reason at all I felt the need to come in this thread Im never in and the first post I saw on the last page was you someone I f*** with feeling down.

Very clearly my reason to come ITT was to see a friend feeling down and listen.

So if you need to talk I'll listen b at the very least that seems to be my reason for being ITT.

anxiety took my soul

all i see is hell in my head

always pessimistic and thinking nothing is gonna go right and overthinking about everything

damn appreciate it fam

Maybe the universe will work in my favor if I stop trying. On some office space s***

After having 2018 being possibly the worst year of my life where it started off in early January, telling my best friend's parents at 12:30 a.m. that their son just killed himself and having them basically confirm that by finding him in their shed and me spiraling into depression for an entire year due to me basically blaming myself for not "preventing" the situation, I can positively say that 2019 has been a very good year. I had also just done an interview for a full ride scholarship to any public or private college in my state, and I find out in December whether I had gotten it or not. I hope I can share the message that you guys should check up on your friends/family once in a while, make sure they're all right, because you never know when it could be over. And if some s*** happens in your life that is out of your control, try to take that experience and make yourself a better person because of it.

incoherent rambles incoming

ive been feeling apathetic towards everything in my life lately ... almost done with college and all i can think about is f*** ive got 0 plan for afterwards anyway ... feel like im just gonna be more isolated and sad once i graduate

cant remember the last time life felt exciting or fun... just going through the motions

man i seriously dislike myself... i cant seem to prevent comparing myself to other people and i hate it.. just buries me in a deeper hole of self hatred but sometimes it really feels like everyones doing better than you... love seeing old friends but hearing about their success and passions in life just makes me feel worse even though i should b happy for them

I'm hoping that y'all are the nicer people of the site, I can't stand the anonymous cyberbullying here and everywhere else. If anybody is reading this and is going through a bad time, don't let any one of these internet a******s make you feel like s***. I'm tired of coming online to enjoy myself and having to deal with these people. I would suggest a digital detox at minimum if you have this issue, I know some of us aren't that social irl and come here to fulfill that need, but nothing beats real world friendship. F*** any and every last evil motherfucker that trolls, flames, and cyberbullies others, people die over this s*** and you should be trying to make the world a better place instead of destroying it. I'm done.

“BETTER DAYS AHEAD” - my granny

All those people are probably dealing with s*** themselves, and lash it out on random people on the internet to deal with it, which is not healthy at all.