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  • Orangutan

    Kinda what I'm doing right now

    My thing is, if I tell myself I'm going sober, I'll just want to smoke or drop acid or whatever all the time

    But if I actively cut off my avenues to conveniently get said substances, I just find I naturally don't seek them out, even if I crave them. If I'm at a friends spot and he wants to smoke, sure whatever, I'll let myself do it. Casual, temporary sobriety.

    Same reason why I try not to keep liquor in the house anymore

    Like I'll still buy a shooter, but If I get a handle, I'm drinking it til I can't

    last sentence lowkey real asl

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    Orangutan

    Kinda what I'm doing right now

    My thing is, if I tell myself I'm going sober, I'll just want to smoke or drop acid or whatever all the time

    But if I actively cut off my avenues to conveniently get said substances, I just find I naturally don't seek them out, even if I crave them. If I'm at a friends spot and he wants to smoke, sure whatever, I'll let myself do it. Casual, temporary sobriety.

    Same reason why I try not to keep liquor in the house anymore

    Like I'll still buy a shooter, but If I get a handle, I'm drinking it til I can't

    also im sure u know this but healthy normal ppl dont have this issue, and u should try to fix the issues that cause this. but i know we have similar issues and its not that easy…

  • Glorpout

    maybe this walk of cutting it off will allow u to moderate in the future

    I've done this multiple times in the past

    It's never that hard after the first week

    Then I get back on it and go balls to wall again

    It's not even like I can't function when I'm smoking all the time, I did it for years. I just operate at a higher level when I'm not. Thinking I'll return to it when I feel like I have some other areas of my life sorted out. I think I can't control myself with substances and alcohol because I got mental issues and lingering life problems I use it to cope with. Once those level out, I'm actually pretty confident I can use with moderation.

  • Bruuiisees

    ????

    If we just said book of wood why in the world would you assume 2

    oh… im a few drinks in. i messed up

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    Glorpout

    are we doing book of wood 1 or 2?

    didn't we just finish book of wood lol

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    Orangutan

    didn't we just finish book of wood lol

    It literally just finished right now

  • Orangutan

    didn't we just finish book of wood lol

    what is happening

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    Were none of you listening to the right thing

  • well book of wood 2 has been great

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    Bruuiisees

    It literally just finished right now

    I finished ages ago, it's only 10 minutes long

  • Bruuiisees

    Were none of you listening to the right thing

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    Orangutan

    I finished ages ago, it's only 10 minutes long

    That's not the full one you have to go to dream caster page not woody page you missed like three songs

  • im done book of woods 2… so what no…

  • I can't believe this

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    braindead chat

  • Bruuiisees

    That's not the full one you have to go to dream caster page not woody page you missed like three songs

    Oh you're totally right I forgot about that

  • You guys missed Marlon and Woody over gatar

  • Glorpout

    also im sure u know this but healthy normal ppl dont have this issue, and u should try to fix the issues that cause this. but i know we have similar issues and its not that easy…

    well yes lol

  • clocked my tea without a care in the world

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    Like a Camillimane

    braindead chat

    I didn't realize they both needed such handholding

  • Bruuiisees

    I didn't realize they both needed such handholding

    Youre sober we're not

  • Bruuiisees

    I didn't realize they both needed such handholding

    im unc u know this

  • Bruuiisees

    I didn't realize they both needed such handholding

    one guy is completely zooted and the other is orangutan

    he couldn't even transfer a vid to his laptop

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    @Orangutan @Tuneout

    absolutely zero alcohol in the camille house besides my sister's garbage bottle of appleton 12

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    it's never been more over

    can i doordash liquor? does that exist? million dollar idea