Bruuiisees

1h

Can't you just buy it and save it for later

Orangutan

1h

That's the thing, I won't

I'll tell myself I will, then I stay up til 8 am smoking all night

Which is fine when I have the time

But right now I don't

Glorpout

1h

u must learn the word rangy

Orangutan

1h

That's the thing, I won't

I'll tell myself I will, then I stay up til 8 am smoking all night

Which is fine when I have the time

But right now I don't

Bruuiisees

1h

Have you ever tried not doing that

Orangutan

1h

Yes

I've learned I'm kind of an all or nothing person when it comes to substances unfortunately

Once I get the taste I just wanna stay f***ed up permanently

I have to let my brain forget what it feels like until I'm in a better spot

That being said, i've smoked a few times over the last month or so

But just with friends and not very much

Orangutan

1h

Yes

I've learned I'm kind of an all or nothing person when it comes to substances unfortunately

Once I get the taste I just wanna stay f***ed up permanently

I have to let my brain forget what it feels like until I'm in a better spot

That being said, i've smoked a few times over the last month or so

But just with friends and not very much

Glorpout

1h

u have to chose to just not lol

Orangutan

1h

I mean yeah. I can't really give you a good reason why I end up like that, but it happens every single time, so when I need to lock in I just cut weed off completely because I know who I am. I don't think that's so bad.

Like a Camillimane

1h

man none of my friends wanna go out

so lame

Glorpout

1h

youre stuck with the shed tards

Glorpout

1h

drink some dxm and join ussssss

Like a Camillimane

1h

i don't have dxm

Glorpout

1h

u really have to learn to be a or nothing person…

Orangutan

1h

Kinda what I'm doing right now

My thing is, if I tell myself I'm going sober, I'll just want to smoke or drop acid or whatever all the time

But if I actively cut off my avenues to conveniently get said substances, I just find I naturally don't seek them out, even if I crave them. If I'm at a friends spot and he wants to smoke, sure whatever, I'll let myself do it. Casual, temporary sobriety.

Same reason why I try not to keep liquor in the house anymore

Like I'll still buy a shooter, but If I get a handle, I'm drinking it til I can't

Glorpout

1h

are we doing book of wood 1 or 2?