ReallyEvil

2y

I'm just really anxious in general and hesitate to act upon things but it was getting a little worse for a while there so I rushed and got a cat as like a reason than I can't I guess which is funny because now I have this cat to take care of and I'd feel bad

Which is weird because like if I wanted to why would I try to find reasons to make me not you know

It's like a constant battle that makes no sense

SonicAutumn

2y

Yep. Like when it’s time it’s time I’m not doing that s***

ReallyEvil

2y

Cat pic or shut it !

Purrp

2y

Basically and even then ion like thinking about it. My biggest fear is the whole you aren’t even aware you’re not aware thing. Turns my damn stomach

Purrp

2y

I know exactly what you mean on the constant battle part. I was going through a particularly tough month last year and for whatever reason I told myself instead of acting on anything I just need to watch a movie every day for a month straight

Super stupid and irrational but it gave me a reason to keep living when I needed it idk

EchiSlayyy

2y

Anw I'll contribute to the SADNESS

it f***ing SUCKS to get ghosted on in the most random way after telling me that you do want to spend time with me and that you wouldn't want me to feel bad????? how the hell does that make sense?...

ngl I know that it shouldn't be a big deal because it's only been a month but in reality im weak when it comes to these things and I haven't received this feeling from someone else in a min..so i'll prolly get over it after a couple days but today i kinda cried

EchiSlayyy

2y

Anw I'll contribute to the SADNESS

it f***ing SUCKS to get ghosted on in the most random way after telling me that you do want to spend time with me and that you wouldn't want me to feel bad????? how the hell does that make sense?...

ngl I know that it shouldn't be a big deal because it's only been a month but in reality im weak when it comes to these things and I haven't received this feeling from someone else in a min..so i'll prolly get over it after a couple days but today i kinda cried

SonicAutumn

2y

Vibe shift gonna be something serious

SonicAutumn

2y

I used to be more that way when I was like 18. But like not trying to kill myself but acting reckless as if I didn’t care if I died or not. Especially with d****.

ReallyEvil

2y

I'm also bad at talking about stuff like this because it feels a bit silly

Not like haha silly but like meh

Like do you like mangos

Unrelated fruit questions is where I'm at with it

Purrp

2y

not that you asked but I don’t think you’re weak at all for that. Getting ghosted sucks a lot, it hurts. You’ll spend days just wondering what you could have done differently or why you weren’t good enough. At least I do when it’s happened to me. Idk relationships aren’t logical a month is like insignificant but it’s still something you can be upset about for a bit of time as long as it doesn’t get drawn out ya know?

sorry she ghosted you tho but Ik you’ll meet someone even better soon, hopefully they’ll reciprocate your energy. You’ll make someone happy one day

WESLEYS THEORY

2y

Setting up my hinge and hoping for the best

Purrp

2y

It’s not trauma dumping I asked. Not silly to be human and like go through s***

Mangos tho? Idk if I’ve straight up had a mango do those come in the variety pack at Publix ?

EchiSlayyy

2y

Anw I'll contribute to the SADNESS

it f***ing SUCKS to get ghosted on in the most random way after telling me that you do want to spend time with me and that you wouldn't want me to feel bad????? how the hell does that make sense?...

ngl I know that it shouldn't be a big deal because it's only been a month but in reality im weak when it comes to these things and I haven't received this feeling from someone else in a min..so i'll prolly get over it after a couple days but today i kinda cried

WESLEYS THEORY

2y

Setting up my hinge and hoping for the best

ReallyEvil

2y

I'm not sure

Purrp

2y

Supposedly she has the keys but I deleted my app before testing any of this
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRT7X1ME/

BIG early

2y

morbid hours

ReallyEvil

2y

Gonna show up to a therapist and ask them how they feel about the big shoes clowns wear etc whenever they try to get deep and watch them get mad

Purrp

2y

It used to bother me day in and day out now it’s passing moments bc why dwell on something there’s no avoiding