I dont deserve it tho

man im down in the dumps today, two days b4 christmas bro fk

stay strong it will pass

Thank you lovely. I know I gotta fight as hard as possible because I got my s*** in order while i was in a good place the last couple weeks.

Can’t have it all crash down on me

ngl yoga might be the move, both meditation and exercise

happy holidays stay safe and try to enjoy yourselves

you too king, hope all is well and i miss u alot

for me i firmly believe that if we should compare ourselves to anything than it's our ourselvers; our former selves, or who we were yesterday then we can see how far we've come, how much we've learned, how we've improved.

it's more of an objective scale for me some say comparison is the thief of joy, but if i take not of how far i've come compared to how i've been it puts me in a better mood instantly.

if you think about what we might seek out in others they might think about something we have that we take for granted that we don't even recognise as valuable. stay blessed x

you do because we say so 😘❤

Why do i still miss her when i'm the one who ending things because i knew i didn't deserve her? What kinda bs is this smh i hate feeling this way

You do fam<3

You may have made mistakes, but they don’t define you bro. They want the best for you and they will do anything to help you succeed

Sheesh, you might need to invest in some ear plugs or something :(

Unfulfilling and lonely Christmas #6

I am actively trying to replace you though. In some weird way you’d probably be happy to hear that. I am not. But I don’t really have a choice in the matter. I hope that once I am able to, if I am able to, 2020 become a distant memory of a time where I miss placed my trust. Current girl I’m talking to is cool, she’s self made and attractive as hell but tough to read, I can’t figure her out. The whole trying again thing is exhausting. But she seems like a genuinely great humanbeing with a giving spirit, and if I had a type that’d be it for sure. I also don’t think she cared I’m well off financially so that’s a huge + in my book. Idk why I’m even saying this I’m just talking to myself lol.

I write these posts as if they’re going to someone when they’re not. It’s weird how I vent lmao

F*** this holiday i just wanna f***ing die.

Not excited, idek if I can be excited for something thats not music or selfish. Holiday sont mean s*** cus I cant connect with my family. I really never had no close relationship with someone my entire life not even my fam. I dont wanna go on like this but I know my mood will change and ill be "okay" again

I'm definitely going back to therapy next year but it's not going to be with a middle-aged white woman who can not relate to me...

DMs if you want to shoot the s*** to me man. anytime you want to vent, discuss, rant, or for support i'm available.

I have faith that everyone in here (and the ktt community as a whole at that) that we can change our circumstance with faith, belief, hardworking, compassion, and love.

• "𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨'𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦. 𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘰𝘱𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤. 𝘐𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘥𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘭𝘭 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯. 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘥𝘰. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥. 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘭, 𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥. 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴, 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘕𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘣𝘪𝘨 𝘢 𝘱𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘷𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰-𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘴, 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘴, 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘱 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴-𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘵. 𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥, 𝘴𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘦𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘯, 𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘸𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥."

𝘕𝘰𝘦𝘭 𝘎𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘨𝘩𝘦𝘳 ❤🎤🔥

You gotta force yourself to change brother. Your mood can change but it’s not going to be easy, but no good thing ever is. If won’t change on its own man.

Whatever you wanna change to make yourself better, you gotta start soon and stay on course no matter how easy it is to feel bad.