I f*** up everything lol.

bought that nugenix s*** on a whim

my anxiety is at skullfucking levels. might call out in the am

This me everyday for the past 3 months man

Tired of this f***ed up sleep schedule holy s***

you got this dawg.

small steps set a goal for the day and try to knock it out of the park.

you ever try doing some yoga it's great for you physically and mentally.

i pressume you are from the uk because i'm in the same boat you just have to try and distract yourself as much as you can until this blows over.

i wish i didn't take anything so personal n that i could fit in anywhere i want to

there ain't no shame in being sensitive brother just remember when someone directs anger or negative waves at you it's a projection of their emotion not you.

and fitting in is something we care less about as we age when responsibilities become a fabric of your lifestyle you just worry less about the superficialities and your emotional wellbeing becomes the priority.

S*** is realer than real

I forgot I posted this but thank you a lot man. I don’t regularly care for how different I am but recently I was reminded that I can’t converse appropriately when I tried participating a public discord group for the first time. I don’t seek validation like that but i wish to fit in sometimes to talk to people of mutual interests. Aside from this online stuff, I fail in conversations with friends I’m not too close with or even family members that seek to learn how I’ve been. It’s always either I’m too quiet or just don’t say the right s***. After I got real low tonight I just told myself that I’m losing track of my real purpose and getting lost in s*** that shouldn’t matter. So many distractions in life for real

This is the one.

Don’t think I’ve ever been this sad before Xmas tbh

what's up man?

It’s bullshit really, girl stuff. Plus not smoking weed has really put a spotlight on how bad my life sucks and it’s making me super uncomfortable with myself. Also my family is so dis functional it’s low key embarrassing. Among other things. Really just stupid s*** I guess I’m just sensitive idk. :( I just feel really bad today haha

no need to apologies your feelings are as valid as the next person try and write some things down and try to tackle something you want to achieve each day.

like i've recently quit weed and took up the gym i needed something to replace all my free time, otherwise boredom and procrastination done sucked all my energy up.

do you compare yourself to others alot?

All the time man :/

Lonely holidays

I honestly don't deserve s*** bu my whole family got me something and I didn't cys in down n out asf rn and it sucks

They do it because they love you bro<3

My plane leaves in 2 hours I’m going home 😬

Feeling the crash