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  • Nov 19, 2020
    wusgood

    Lately I’ve been feeling really insecure about something. I don’t feel comfortable talking about it here but if anyone wants to PM and talk I’d appreciate it

    Always feel free to slide in my pm’s anytime to talk fam

  • Nov 19, 2020
    addja

    yeah idk she also said she thinks I get under the skin of people in a positive way and that I shouldn't come back before I can come in every week. but every week is tough with my work situation.

    I try to be honest but its tough because they can't ever find out i'm still d***ging, the police and health care system thinks I've been sober for 3 years now. I only got 7 more years of d*** tests till im free.
    and they can't know i'm suicidal because they will put me on some kind of watch and I can't have people that work with the government watch me im already paranoid on the reg I would go crazy.

    That sounds like a tough situation brother im sorry

    Why don't you try like online therapy you can probably do it anonymously.

  • Nov 19, 2020

    worthless

  • Nov 19, 2020
    imdoinf

    Man my anxiety is actuallt crazy, really my biggest problem rn I cant do anything cus of it. Always f***ing tired and just thinking thinking thinking my mind never gets a rest

    You good bro? You wanna talk about anything?

  • Nov 19, 2020
    Champion Holle

    Just riding the vibe recently, I know it’s not all gon be sunshine and dandylions but I’m cool with how stuff is going. Feels like I’m back clicking again.

    I know I’ll have sucky days but it’s not the end of the world so im up! I’m always my own biggest critic, I need to become my own biggest fan now

    Keep turning the corner bro. Great way to view the world knowing it can always be sunny days!

  • Nov 19, 2020

    Be the bigger person in the convo fam.

    Like Jay said “I don’t argue with fools, cause at a distance a person can tell who’s who”

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    chip skylark

    I failed

    Everything good with you man? Sounds like your down bad and I know I’m late replying to this...but you wanna talk about anything?

  • Nov 19, 2020

    Where we at

  • Nov 19, 2020

    Mental health checkpoint

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    Is this how Michael felt when he started gambling?

  • Nov 19, 2020

    Cayman Islands soon for a new job. One door closed and an even crazier one opened.

    All this work paid off.

    The difficulty is dating now. The move will be soon, like January. I don’t feel as though I can reasonably ask someone to follow me after only a month+ of knowing eachother. This has left me sad, I refuse to try another LDR they’ve all blown up in my face. One just didn’t work, and the other cheated on me.

    I know it’s mid November, but this has been weighing on my mind heavily. Makes me sad really, I’m this far ahead in life but I haven’t really found a true relationship. What’s the cutoff point of no return? Like at what point should I just give up and accept it in other words? I’m late 20s 🤔

  • chip skylark 🏄🏾‍♂️
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    Everything good with you man? Sounds like your down bad and I know I’m late replying to this...but you wanna talk about anything?

    I’m cool now I just have a high sense of pride and I felt like a burden asking for a favor from my parents + realizing my addiction all in one moment and I really didn’t like myself at all

    A 30 minute situation lead me to permanent f*** my self up more and I hate it dude I’ve been doing good I don’t like hurting myself and I’m dating someone now and they already confronted me about it out of concern but I know she saw the new ones and didn’t wanna say anything

    Like I don’t mind talking about it I just don’t like people worrying about me ?

  • Nov 19, 2020
    chip skylark

    I’m cool now I just have a high sense of pride and I felt like a burden asking for a favor from my parents + realizing my addiction all in one moment and I really didn’t like myself at all

    A 30 minute situation lead me to permanent f*** my self up more and I hate it dude I’ve been doing good I don’t like hurting myself and I’m dating someone now and they already confronted me about it out of concern but I know she saw the new ones and didn’t wanna say anything

    Like I don’t mind talking about it I just don’t like people worrying about me ?

    understood bro. Just know they all want the best for you man. They would help you in anyway they could im sure.

  • Nov 19, 2020

    me before covid = I'm a lonely introvert

    life during covid = challenge accepted

  • Nov 19, 2020

    my doc = how many pills to keep your s*** together?

    me = yes

  • perma deleted ig & fb recently, feel 100x better

  • Nov 20, 2020

    i've never been isolated for this long, got myself a new record lol

  • Nov 20, 2020
    Champion Holle

    Is this how Michael felt when he started gambling?

    !https://youtu.be/2t4RVg_Yq2g

    thats it we're done ive already wasted over a few thousand

    bruh I get now why this s*** can become a serious problem.

  • Nov 20, 2020
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    So worthless

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    Sacrifice

    So worthless

    How you been holding up bro?

  • Nov 20, 2020

    it's going to be 14 years since my diagnosis of schizophrenia. it changed to bipolar-type schizoaffective disorder in 2013 after a manic episode. i was also diagnosed with depression about 16 years ago, but it went away. i haven't had any symptoms except when i stopped taking my medication a few times. i'm always happy and energetic because i practice taoism and zen buddhism.

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    I have a problem i feel with my emotions/feelings not being reciprocated. I feel like if people aren’t giving back what I’m giving them then they don’t like me or care

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