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  • Aug 12, 2021
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    Assman

    I know that feeling. I've been thinking about it too, had some plans laid out such as getting my long service leave for work, which is 10 weeks pay. Was planning on giving that to my mum and my car..

    I've been dealing with my s*** for years l like you Its been around 10 years and I think it's been way too long with no doing anything to help myself, I don't knowing how I'm gonna get out of this. I have a job and studying, but I'm just alone l.. So alone.

    I've been thinking if 8 fail this university unit again, I have to wait an entire year to redo it. If that happens.. I think I'm done. Absolutely no motivation to do well...

    same, i just feel like such a lost cause. i wish i'd have gotten real help years ago, while there was still something in me worth saving lol

    it's been so long now, i feel like my expiration date has passed and i'm just living on borrowed time. like i shouldn't even be here.

    i hope you push through and make it though (that probably sounds really f***ing condescending and hypocritical but i mean it)

  • Aug 12, 2021

    I’m in a situationship

  • Aug 13, 2021

    Homesick :(

    Therapy session did not prep me for this

  • Aug 13, 2021
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  • Aug 13, 2021

    I tried to make myself the victim and convince myself I was it so I could hate her but she shot me with the bullets of truth. I’m not a nice guy I’m just a manipulative, possessive, insecure jackass. It’s not even her getting into my head all my previous relationships have ended the same way with the same words.

    I am the problem

  • Aug 13, 2021

    Now I’ll forever be chasing that feeling again, having someone romantically give a f*** about me , someone to talk to all day about my life.

    It just stings I ruined it all… again.

  • Aug 13, 2021

    my alcoholism is so out of control that I’m starting to lose close friends, and I can’t even get help until the 23rd.

    it’s really f*** everybody.

  • Aug 13, 2021

    I blew 500 at the casinos in a hour, I should have had alcohol as my vice it’s cheaper

  • Aug 13, 2021
    BGFX
    !https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Vg1jyL3cr60

  • Aug 13, 2021

    Yep my demons won

  • Aug 13, 2021

    I can’t mentally recover in 2 days to go back to work

  • Aug 13, 2021
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    I want to take a few months off reset my life but I’m scared for the life of me ima gonna fall into a crippling depression again

  • Aug 14, 2021

    The pills aren't working

  • Aug 14, 2021

    Tired of crying

  • Aug 15, 2021

    i feel so much grief when i think of my parents

  • Aug 15, 2021

    I love you and hope the best for you

  • Aug 15, 2021

    this some great words thanks for this

  • Aug 16, 2021

    been of the lexapro for a while now because lockdown got me f***ed up but havent experienced many side effects apparently its supposed to be really bad

  • Aug 16, 2021
  • Aug 16, 2021

    Cliche life changes like waking up early, working out eating better doesn’t solve the root issues unfortunately. Not for me atleast

    I’m so lost on what to do moving forward I just want To be happy

  • Aug 16, 2021

    Seems like all my closest friends are disappearing on me

    Haven’t felt this alone in a long time

    Even when depression was bad, I still had those people to go to for comfort. But those people I haven’t really talked to in awhile or that much

    Just wonna be home and locked up in my room, away from the world

  • Aug 16, 2021

    The girl I’m in love with, my best friends. Just everything is off and I don’t know how to fix it

    Feeling and being alone sucks man

  • Aug 16, 2021

    something needs to change

  • Aug 16, 2021

    been a minute since i posted itt. i hope all of yall are doing better than yesterday and continue to improve.

    I dont come in here as much because some users messaged me and we talk privately, but i do wanna thank everyone for keep the chats uplifting!

    If anyone wants to talk privately lmk..but i think im gonna be more active in here again because some users been doing alot better lately!

    Love & peace to you all!

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