I know that feeling. I've been thinking about it too, had some plans laid out such as getting my long service leave for work, which is 10 weeks pay. Was planning on giving that to my mum and my car..
I've been dealing with my s*** for years l like you Its been around 10 years and I think it's been way too long with no doing anything to help myself, I don't knowing how I'm gonna get out of this. I have a job and studying, but I'm just alone l.. So alone.
I've been thinking if 8 fail this university unit again, I have to wait an entire year to redo it. If that happens.. I think I'm done. Absolutely no motivation to do well...
same, i just feel like such a lost cause. i wish i'd have gotten real help years ago, while there was still something in me worth saving lol
it's been so long now, i feel like my expiration date has passed and i'm just living on borrowed time. like i shouldn't even be here.
i hope you push through and make it though (that probably sounds really f***ing condescending and hypocritical but i mean it)
I tried to make myself the victim and convince myself I was it so I could hate her but she shot me with the bullets of truth. I’m not a nice guy I’m just a manipulative, possessive, insecure jackass. It’s not even her getting into my head all my previous relationships have ended the same way with the same words.
I am the problem
Now I’ll forever be chasing that feeling again, having someone romantically give a f*** about me , someone to talk to all day about my life.
It just stings I ruined it all… again.
my alcoholism is so out of control that I’m starting to lose close friends, and I can’t even get help until the 23rd.
it’s really f*** everybody.
I want to take a few months off reset my life but I’m scared for the life of me ima gonna fall into a crippling depression again
been of the lexapro for a while now because lockdown got me f***ed up but havent experienced many side effects apparently its supposed to be really bad
Cliche life changes like waking up early, working out eating better doesn’t solve the root issues unfortunately. Not for me atleast
I’m so lost on what to do moving forward I just want To be happy
Seems like all my closest friends are disappearing on me
Haven’t felt this alone in a long time
Even when depression was bad, I still had those people to go to for comfort. But those people I haven’t really talked to in awhile or that much
Just wonna be home and locked up in my room, away from the world
The girl I’m in love with, my best friends. Just everything is off and I don’t know how to fix it
Feeling and being alone sucks man
been a minute since i posted itt. i hope all of yall are doing better than yesterday and continue to improve.
I dont come in here as much because some users messaged me and we talk privately, but i do wanna thank everyone for keep the chats uplifting!
If anyone wants to talk privately lmk..but i think im gonna be more active in here again because some users been doing alot better lately!
Love & peace to you all!