I hope someone snipes me today

Sometimes I wonder why I even stay here, it’s like I’m just sitting here doing nothing but breathing

not a demon, not a saint, I’m somewherе in between
but as days go by I get much harder to redeem
make the same mistakes I’ll always be doomed to repeat
no forgiveness for me, too unworthy to receive

I can't connect with this reality

I need therapy

I’m tired of crying

Feeling like depressed sponch rn

I can't do this for too long
I just wanna be who I am internally

I hate everything

Went off my meds a month ago so i could take Lsd in the hopes itd change my life, and all the lsd did was make me really depressed. Worst ive felt actually

It like sucked all of the serotonin out of me

sheesh man, how was the trip at least ??

Man I am straight up not hving a good time

Had some slowed visuals and sensitivity to color. When I was texting my phone was glowing like 3d colors. But honestly not worth the depression. Started off fine but then I crashed

All I do is work work work, workout and study now.

People think I'm just driven or motivated, I'm just trying to avoid what happens when I'm not occupying my mind.

Just woke up and already feel depressed as f***

Paralyzed by my anxiety rn

Hate my goddamn brain

Hope tmrw is better

Work is literally having me to the point of breaking down. I’m stressed eating and at the point where I wanna cry

life is tough

Tired of spending my Friday nights crying

Paid for everything tonight and got her a nice lil gift. She asked “when do you get celebrated? I want to celebrate you”

And that s*** made me tear up, she was so confused lol. Just people aren’t like that mane, I was so happy at that moment lol. She’s a keeper

I just don’t have It like that anymore. Went to the club and just don’t have That same confidence to dance and be myself. That’s what got me chicks too 😔 not ugly but damn being able to just approach girls with no fear was it. Feels like post covid I don’t have That anymore and it sucks

Damn