Jun 11, 2021·2 repliesmy family is dying miserable one by one and im the one person who has to put them to rest myself, at this point i just want my time to come soon
Jun 11, 2021patatjemy family is dying miserable one by one and im the one person who has to put them to rest myself, at this point i just want my time to come soon
Damn that sucks man my prayers are with you broder
Jun 12, 2021·1 replyMy room is such a mess s*** is just sad.
I am always tired or just super energetic and get caught up in random s***
Moodswings really getting to me
I really do not know who I am I don't think I will ever know- Jun 12, 2021
Do I want this that or nothing?????????????????
Jun 12, 2021·1 replyI’m literally going insane
- Jun 12, 2021·1 replyNine Arts Dragon
I’m literally going insane
What's up?
- Jun 12, 2021·1 replyimdoinf
What's up?
Nothing, that’s probably the problem
Stuck in limbo
- Jun 12, 2021·1 replyNine Arts Dragon
Nothing, that’s probably the problem
Stuck in limbo
Same tbh, life just taking me as I'm left thinking myself to death
- Jun 12, 2021imdoinf
Same tbh, life just taking me as I'm left thinking myself to death
May our circumstances get better
- Jun 12, 2021
I dont think i can feel pleasure anymore. I mean like real pleasure not dopamine boosts.
- Jun 12, 2021·3 replies
Loneliness kicking my ass rn
I get up at 2-4am to just ride around and buy random s***. Then stay up all night talking to myself mad about things even though life is going well for me.
I don't enjoy the things I used to. I'm not a guy who needs relationships constantly, but I've been abandoned forever and my last breakup really hit me hard. I don't even want to be seen.
Just wake up, groggily do chores and work, and the gym. Jerk off to p*** that I've been trying to stop and then stay up until 7.
Don't even want to bathe or brush my teeth like what's the point? I'm undesirable.
My friends are doing the best they can man. I just feel so bad. Signed up for volunteer work hoping it'd help and I keep flaking on that.
Applying for jobs to start my career, got some left over cash to last until I find a gig in the meantime. Monetarily, I'm fine. I feel empty and gross
Jun 12, 2021Fka GroovyLoneliness kicking my ass rn
I get up at 2-4am to just ride around and buy random s***. Then stay up all night talking to myself mad about things even though life is going well for me.
I don't enjoy the things I used to. I'm not a guy who needs relationships constantly, but I've been abandoned forever and my last breakup really hit me hard. I don't even want to be seen.
Just wake up, groggily do chores and work, and the gym. Jerk off to p*** that I've been trying to stop and then stay up until 7.
Don't even want to bathe or brush my teeth like what's the point? I'm undesirable.
My friends are doing the best they can man. I just feel so bad. Signed up for volunteer work hoping it'd help and I keep flaking on that.
Applying for jobs to start my career, got some left over cash to last until I find a gig in the meantime. Monetarily, I'm fine. I feel empty and gross
I feel the same way but don't have any money
Jun 12, 2021Fka GroovyLoneliness kicking my ass rn
I get up at 2-4am to just ride around and buy random s***. Then stay up all night talking to myself mad about things even though life is going well for me.
I don't enjoy the things I used to. I'm not a guy who needs relationships constantly, but I've been abandoned forever and my last breakup really hit me hard. I don't even want to be seen.
Just wake up, groggily do chores and work, and the gym. Jerk off to p*** that I've been trying to stop and then stay up until 7.
Don't even want to bathe or brush my teeth like what's the point? I'm undesirable.
My friends are doing the best they can man. I just feel so bad. Signed up for volunteer work hoping it'd help and I keep flaking on that.
Applying for jobs to start my career, got some left over cash to last until I find a gig in the meantime. Monetarily, I'm fine. I feel empty and gross
gross gang, don’t bathe, smell like old lo mein
Jun 12, 2021·1 replyIt just hurts too much when you feel like you could’ve helped, I’ve had 3 take themselves and one get a crazy jail sentence in less than 2 yrs
I feel like I could’ve done something Even if in reality I couldn’t. It didn’t hit until this most recent one like I’m losing people that I have memories with it’s selfish but it’s different when it’s a peer rather than like an old relative than you never knew and your a little kid at the funeral, you don’t get it- Jun 12, 2021BestInTheWorld
It just hurts too much when you feel like you could’ve helped, I’ve had 3 take themselves and one get a crazy jail sentence in less than 2 yrs
I feel like I could’ve done something Even if in reality I couldn’t. It didn’t hit until this most recent one like I’m losing people that I have memories with it’s selfish but it’s different when it’s a peer rather than like an old relative than you never knew and your a little kid at the funeral, you don’t get itIdk what made it take so long to really hit but it’s just so s***ty
I wanna go see Nadia rn now that I’m back in the area, smoke blunts and talk about stupid s*** and make each other laugh
But I can’t 
Jun 12, 2021·2 repliesIf I only feel suicidal at night does that mean I’m suicidal
- Jun 12, 2021Grif
If I only feel suicidal at night does that mean I’m suicidal
Yes take this stuff seriously
- Jun 13, 2021Grif
If I only feel suicidal at night does that mean I’m suicidal
Same tbh
- Jun 13, 2021
Aint as righteous as once thought
Jun 13, 2021I wrote this 50 different ways, not even kidding. How can you not offer even an explanation.. I just wanted closure, and the closest I could do was speak my side.
I don’t want a conversation, I dont want to pick back up, I just wanted to know why.
- Jun 13, 2021Fka Groovy
Loneliness kicking my ass rn
I get up at 2-4am to just ride around and buy random s***. Then stay up all night talking to myself mad about things even though life is going well for me.
I don't enjoy the things I used to. I'm not a guy who needs relationships constantly, but I've been abandoned forever and my last breakup really hit me hard. I don't even want to be seen.
Just wake up, groggily do chores and work, and the gym. Jerk off to p*** that I've been trying to stop and then stay up until 7.
Don't even want to bathe or brush my teeth like what's the point? I'm undesirable.
My friends are doing the best they can man. I just feel so bad. Signed up for volunteer work hoping it'd help and I keep flaking on that.
Applying for jobs to start my career, got some left over cash to last until I find a gig in the meantime. Monetarily, I'm fine. I feel empty and gross
discord is open if you ever want to speak brother
Jun 13, 2021I can't keep doing this. But I don't want to end up in the psych ward again. And I care about my Mom to much
Jun 13, 2021patatjemy family is dying miserable one by one and im the one person who has to put them to rest myself, at this point i just want my time to come soon
Damn b, sending love your way
- Jun 13, 2021
Was a wreck today. Seeing your demons unfold in real time is some scary s***
Jun 14, 2021Just learned that my man Cats passed that s*** really f***ed me up, nicest guy ever. That f***er tried his best to fight it
