Trying real hard to ignore those feelings. That's the only thing keeping me from a depressive episode.
bad weekend
Quitting my antidepressants. It helped with my depression but didn't do anything for my anxiety.
you're depression has subsided?
Can't tell if I have chronic depression, anxiety disorder, schizophrenia, or all of them. It feels like I'm waging war against my own brain 24/7.
it will forever help to have a diagnosis
Haven't posted here in a while I'm not really doing better or anything. I'm still thuggin it tho, I don't have a choice. Gotta keep going. Last year was terrible, this year's not really looking better but it can't be worse 🤞so I got that going for me I guess. But I do realize this is just temporary and just a phase in my life. Things will get better for me and hopefully for you guys too.
it's never lasting. u got this
you're depression has subsided?
Yep. The meds helped but getting some breathing room and looking at my life more positively (even if my life is still s***) was key.
Is it ever gonna change?
Am I gonna feel this way 4ever?
it changes Keep pushing
it changes Keep pushing
When I was younger I thought I was going to have a girlfriend by 16. I’m 23 and have never had a girlfriend before. It’s a insecurity that eats me alive, it makes me feel like I’m not good enough or not deserving when I know I am... I just hate having been alone for so f***ing long while it seems relationships come so easy for some people. Ugh
very sad right now
missing the way things used to be, even if they were very far from perfect
very sad right now
missing the way things used to be, even if they were very far from perfect
yeah this might be one those nights where a nigga gotta cry they self to sleep lmao
I haven’t felt this good in a loooooong time, and I still have boxes to check off
Keep practicing gratitude it does wonders
When it comes to going through tough times understand that things can always get better
And it’s worth seeing It.
Gratitude creates wonder, wonder creates a long for life again.
Hope y’all can can find it.
I can experience the feeling of world ending doom and then really happy in less than a moment
Just found out one of my closest friend's sister died by suicide 
I've known both of them over 20 years man
I hope she can find some peace. RIP Jasmine Smith