I dont want to die

Meditate 15 mins every morning and night for 30 days and you will experience a massive change

based life is beautiful god loves you we're all gonna make it

Crowded areas make me feel the loneliest

does anyone know if i can go to the er for depersonalisaiton? i feel like im in a dream right now i feel out of touch with reality

yeah you could

the way er works is they prioritise who is most urgent, so they might make you wait a while depending on how at immediate risk they think you are

alternatively go to GP and they'll help refer you to someone

Hey how are you rn?

i'm fine now

been feeling the effects of depersonalisation for like a couple months now. it definitely comes and goes though. i think after today, i'm deff gonna have to go see someone about it though

Seeing a new psychiatrist today 😕

Gonna miss my old one

Best of luck b

I'm not sure I've experienced it myself but yeah hopefully you can get it sorted

Lmk if you ever need to talk btw

thanks brother appreciate you fr

@aaron_xx_

Depersonalisation is wild man, I wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy it lasts for a week or 2 to me, but it's frustrating they ain't got limited information in regards to it.

Hope the new therapy sessions go smooth for you brother 🙏

thanks bro

ill deff keep the thread updated

i owe my life to the ganja

i wouldve killed myself last week if i wasnt getting high so much

hate being alone im a joke lol

anyone ever have a health scare?

just learned about hospital anxiety and its been having me f***ed up lately

last few days been rough for me mentally

f***

someone f***ing kill me already

please

Had a dream about me having multiple breakdowns

That’s how you know you’re down bad

I've been taking melatonin recently and it works but i do feel like if my heads a mess (which it often is) it has little to no effect

The struggles of others have been putting me down after i vowed not to be in that situation again . And im being hinted at as “not being reassuring enough” because i need my own space. Im tired of drowning for other peoples insecurities

Life doesn't have to be as visceral as some people treat it

Visceral things or thought that I would have to exist in a space that had visceral emotion's consistently is depressing. But life just doesn't have to be that way. You can structure your life otherwise, and there is a degree of linguistic determinism that plays into that.

I'm pg-13

feel that 100%