Hope yall doing well ❤️

very much relate to this bro.

grief is a standing ocean
I never swam unless you did
so I dont know why I’m here without you

You never truly get over it, especially in traumatic fashion, it’s been 5 years and I only got to actually start processing it like a year after it happened like one day seeing news a beloved staff member passed away from the alma mater we both went to, it literally hit me and I broke tf down in bed. It’ll happen when it needs to.

You learn to get used to it. If anything it is proof they’re still alive if you still think about them.

because if you dont grieve it, then it never was truly alive

Damn this was not a bad streak.

Definitely nowhere near it rn but time to be proactive we gon get it back. Definitely took a fall though lol.

Damn we lowkey so back

Have to make some pretty important calls but im too afraid f*** my life

Its so frustrating to live your own life on the passenger seat, i envy normal people

beautifully said, hope you heal

Been going thru it all day today, and it’s still going this night.

Being in a relationship is so hard when your mental health is not good

for whoever needs it (cause nigga i sho nuff did)

a grandma called me handsome earlier. made me feel nice.

This the most self loathing ive felt in years

I recommend the book called The Courage to be Disliked.

Got this f***ing monkey on my back again

And this time im carrying someone elses weight too

it's tough

Yeah.

This summer’s been wack lol.

i'm just tired of it all

lack of social interactions

Going through it mentally lately, For no apparent reason. Been a struggle.