Anyone have experience with beta blockers?

They gon love me for me?

deleted all them "apps" 2 months ago

put my head down, live in your purpose.

finally getting my 1st therapist sesh this week.

this summer been productive as s***.

keeping yourself busy does wonders

i feel it's a productive distraction from the voices instead of our heads and having goals too in order to reach is a great feeling.

again not a cure but it's superior to the alternative in my experience

Yes, they wasn't for me because i was conscious of my heart all of the time. Others seem to f*** with them though

i genuinely think i might need ssri

Thinking about getting back on meds(atmoxin).

The thoughts are to much, and I am self medicating with weed and some alcohol.

This will never end but I know that there is a better state of mind for me then this

Self medication with alcohol never ends up good

Do what you have to do.

Beyond over this s***. I cannot do it.

yea i should go to therapy lol

It continues to get worse every day. Why?

dropped out of my PhD

It's never been more over
My life is a disgrace

Did therapy in the meantime. Nothing.

What's next?

I think it would be best if I just left right now...

Gotta pick myself up from the pits…again. This s*** never ends

I hope it works well for you. I tried that s*** and it just made me gain a ton of weight which then made me self loath even more

:( it makes you hungry?

Gym and running been helping lately ngl

Yesterday I realized again I can't feel true happiness, joy anymore.

I was looking at all my friends and how much fun they were having, their expressions on their face. I used to have that as well.

Yeah, worked great for my anxiety, stopped the biggest panic attack I had.

Problem was I got an allergic reaction to it so had to stop using it.