My dog chewed my shoe up. Caught myself getting angry with her but for what? She wouldn’t know any better.

My thoughts toward my tinder match that ghosted me.

Where are you Muva

THouGHT uP a MoRaL DiLeMMa JuST NoW
DoeS GiViNG YouR FRieND WHo ToLD You THeY WaNTeD To KiLL THeMSeLVeS FoR NoN TeRMiNaL DiSeaSe ReaSoNS iNSTRuCTioNS oN THe BeST MeTHoD PoSSiBLe So THeY DoNT HaVe To SuFFeR MaKe You a BaD FRieND? LeTS JuST aSSuMe You 100% KNoW THeYRe GoiNG To Go THRouGH WiTH iT aND WouLDNT LiSTeN To eVeN GoD HiMSeLF,
WHaT WouLD THe GooD aND BaD RaTio PLaY iN? THe BaD oFCouRSe NoT TRYiNG To HeLP THeM GeT oVeR WHaT THeY’RE GoiNG THRouGH SiNCe, eVeN iF iTS CoMPLeTeLY PoiNTLeSS oN PaPeR, WHiCH WouLD eSSeNTiaLLY Be TRYiNG To SToP a DiSaSTeR On YouR oWN, BuT YouRE STiLL PuTTiNG iN THe eFFoRT WHiCH iS DeeMeD aS CoMMeNDaBLe To MoST oF SoCieTY.
THe ReaSoNiNG FoR DoiNG So CaN Be SeeN aS aN eXCuSe FoR ToXiC BeHaViouR aND iS ArGuaBLY WoRSe THaN SiMPLY iGNoRiNG THeM SiNCe THiS ReQuiReS MoRe eFFoRT To Do.

aCTuaLY i MiGHT’Ve aNSWeReD My oWN QueSTioN

We're in the middle of the month already, just wow

This isn't how i expected this new yr to kick off but its gonna be a good year for me regardless

iVE GiVeN THiS SoMe THouGHT aND THiS DoeS MaKe You a HoRRiBLe FRieND

oVeRiNTeReSTS iN DeaTH TaKeS SuCH a SLeePeR ToLL oN You iVe CoMe To ReaLiZe

Anxiety be having its way with me

i lost my weed man

Complete

i f***ing hate paypal

I need a mod to talk to have no idea whos a mod nowadays

My mom is slowly dealing with dementia and she's the only parent I know

I feel like I'm losing her and I already feel distant to even my closest friends

I've just been going through the motions trying to distract myself from seasonal depression

I had a 10k on my head because we extorted a d*** dealer but the guys he tried to get went to rehab with me and consider me a big bro to them

Couldnt be more cozy with this spooky podcast and drink rn.

iF iMa Die, i JuST WaNT To NoT HaVe iT aLoNe CauSe i FeeL LeSS DooMeD WiTH oTHeR PeoPLe aND HuMaN iNSTiNCT MaKeS You FoRCeD To FeeL ReGReT WHeN YouRe iN THe FaCe oF DeaTH. iM STaRTiNG To DouBT iF My Me aGaiNST THe WoRLD MiNDSeT iS GeNuiNe oR a CoPe

and lol at the guy who we extorted and tried to get us killed now wants to work with us

I'm already facing aggravated assault charges, breach of probation, driving without a license, driving without insurance, driving while under the influence, and possession.. he thinks he finna get me caught up again

I'm retired

I'm weirdo foreal. I'm not even trying to be fml

OK no one tries to be but I'm not even doing anything malicious. Why is life f***ing me up

Maybe I should go out into the wilderness and live in jungle because I'm clearly not fit to be social with people

This is why I keep quite. As soon as I do something bold I f*** it up

Yeah. I shouldn't have done that. Been living in my head for too long. Thinking about it now, it was weird. I'll feel bad now and hopefully move on