Nevermind I was looking for a thread I remember you were in but I found it
Appreciate your willingness to help though
yay
I do not want to be served by a man.
Days r just passing me by and its difficult
I need to know what i have to focus on and get to it with no breaks
9-5 sucks really really bad especially since i dont have a car to commute with so a lot of time is being lost
But i still got about 3 hours to myself at home
I have to maximize those
I still miss having somebody to talk to but its not a focus of mine to socialize anymore, i can go another year or two doing it alone
This will pay out
I need to create more
just tired
Wondering how you can tell if society forgives your past actions that never really ruined anyone’s lifeor not. Or if the life ruining part even matters or not. Like comparing a rapist serial killer to someone who just said mean things or was a d*** in the past. Does society even know you exist?
Or is forgiveness after apologizing in the form of self destruction or suicide without telling people why you did it so you don’t look manipulative or trying to get out of trouble even possible?
I don’t think I’d ever marry a police interrogater thayre too sus
No f***ing s***. Would be like marrying a psychologist always sizing you up and s***. Some people to smart for there own good.
Wondering how you can tell if society forgives your past actions that never really ruined anyone’s lifeor not. Or if the life ruining part even matters or not. Like comparing a rapist serial killer to someone who just said mean things or was a d*** in the past. Does society even know you exist?
Yes for sure. We all come into contact with people in our lives. Sometimes I think this s*** is not about me and more so about those people because I can be gone tomorrow. But my influence can stay forever. I think we can have a positive influence in the life of people we come into or a negative one. And for the most part I believe that choice is ours. And sure trauma might make you susceptible to be a piece of s*** and cause trauma to others. But I believe it's our responsibility to process that. So we can be great to ourselves and others. It's easy to be a piece of s*** imo hard to be great.