Wondering if there's rly anybody in my life that I can count on and loves me unconditionally other than my mom

The problem with having a really good friend with benefits is eventually y’all catch feels but not to the point where you’ll start actually dating but more so just get jealous when they say stuff like i was with this one guy and whatever and I don’t care but sometimes it rubs me the wrong way. I don’t think I could ever date this girl btw she belong to the streets but I feel like we have a special bond and I know she knows that too. Had to get this off ha

That’s all u need b

I always value relationships with people close to me more than the other

It all seems so fake and I already have issues opening up

Feel like if I have too many bad experiences I'll end up isolating myself

She won't be here forever

So you limit ur self to one a day? What does it do and how long does it last. Yeah I heard drops were one of the stronger methods of cbd and it’s funny because this girl I know bought some for her sister but she literally never used them so I’m like hmm you think I can have them ? And she said nah she mite use them eventually I’m just like really eeven tho she told me she hates them smh

I feel the same way bruh. It’s a sad dilemma because ur like damn why don’t these ppl f*** with me but in reality f*** them they don’t deserve our energy

You should have traded her your melatonin gum. "This s*** works better, trust me"

I use it as generalised anxiety medication. It relaxes my otherwise agitated body. I'm able to socialise; even with something as innocuous as picking up the phone to take a call fills me with social anxiety. On benzodiazepines I feel like my real, actualised self. Too bad it's not meant for long-term (or even daily) usage and it's highly addictive and physiologically destructive
I'll cross that bridge when I get there. I usually take 2-3 before meeting clients, friends or in anticipation of an anxious event

Cherish the days

Lmao should of thought of that and interesting and where do you think this anxiety stems from?

I think recognising that is important: if you prefer solitude, then work on enjoying your own company and space; but if you prefer being affable and sociable, still focus on yourself and space

From my experience, I find it hard to open up to people and have problems trusting other people, because I'm not comfortable with myself, I've been hurt before and I feel like nobody is listening to me

Always comes back to finding comfort in myself: to forgive myself because I am a fallible human being who deserves love

Traumatic life experiences, I believe

What kind of upset are you trying to remedy with CBD?

What you mean like why I wanna use CBD just a replacement for quitting weed I need some kind of relaxation in my life my mind is always racing it’s hard for me to sleep sometimes but I’m getting used to it. I think speaking in front of a lot ppl is a common anxiety dealer for most people right so I kind of use that as an example on how to improve ur anxiety. Practice makes perfect the more you talk in front of ppl the better u will get but besides that I think breathing techniques and mind control def help and when I say mind control I mean just talking to ur self and telling ur self we’re good we can do this type s***. Idk what’s my point but I just felt I’d share this with u.

Anxiety comes from fear which is a allusion. Which leads me to say shouldn’t our mind be able to cure that.

Universe testing my patience real hard right now

Your ego operates on fear so you can survive

KTT is a highschool simulator

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time for tha sleep

She hits me up at bootycall hours and then go ghost when I respond that morning

sometimes i want to go out and live on a farm but then i remember that id probably have racist ass neighbors and s***ty internet

I need to create as much art as I can in my lifetime