As if hacking my twitter, email, and amazon wasn't enough they really said f*** it lets make an onlyfans account

my manager for 4 years at my old job passed away today. this s*** so f***in crazy and sad. so heartbroken. just lost another friend earlier this month and now this just pushed me back over the edge again. completely lost it when I found out. it’s like when does the bad s*** end this year, how does it keep keep keep getting worse it doesn’t seem to let up. Idk what to do at this point.

pretty f***ed

Christ this is my first time watching the Chappelle show and it’s been like 3 straight hours of straight tears

hella grimy

thank God for the day. even though it was boring I got to spend time with friends and just feel at peace, and that's good enough

I think I mentioned a while back that I was thinking or contemplating about my belief in God and the law of attraction and honestly... despite how pessimistic and dismissive I was about both, they just might be real. and believe me I was seeking confirmation bias mentally and still proven wrong
so if that means anything to you, I hope it's for your betterment because I wish I knew that when I wasnt feeling good

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the lone wolf of silicon valley

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ive done a lot of the same in the past few months. I think all of that stuff is real. And if you believe it’s real in your life, then it’s real for you, and it will work for you. anything that you(not u specifically but the general you) believe in, if you fully truly believe it to your core, it’s true/the belief system works.

Like people with superstitions for sports teams winning or a lucky pair of shoes, if they think it’s lucky for themselves, then it is.

If you ask the most hardcore believers of religion, any religion Christianity Islam Judaism Buddhism Hinduism, why they believe in their religion as being ‘right’ or why they have faith, they’ll say something along the lines of god/allah/yahweh made their dreams and prayers come true. Religions all have the same basic principles but use different names for their deities and rules, but it’s basically “be a good person and don’t harm others and you’ll be granted heaven/afterlife/etc”. it’s about respecting other people and their beliefs despite any differences they have, and to help others if you have the ability, things like that.

And The conclusion I’ve come to for myself is that there’s no inherent point to life, it’s all up to the individual. Whatever ones self decides is the purpose of their life, is the purpose for their own life. Life is all about trying to find happiness (and I think happiness isn’t an end state that is reached and then you just have it forever, it’s a state of mind that comes and goes and has to be maintained (and on a deeper level than surface happiness money and toys etc, I think it’s found in being a good person and doing good things for others, being able to say you made someone else’s day better or easier or ehatever)), and each person has their own idea of what will make them happy deep down, and that takes a while to decide because it can change and there’s distractions in life a lot of the time.

This kinda rambling now and I need to sleep but maybe there is some insight here for u or anyone else, idk if what I’m sayin really makes sense fully but lmk what u think.

Nah deaths not the answer. Death is the only thing in life promised, it’s coming for everyone eventually, there’s no need to rush it or wish your life away. Anything you’re feeling is temporary and will pass in time, even if it doesn’t seem like it right now. Gotta take it one day at a time. Think about what you want to do tomorrow, set a goal for the day for something, could be exercise reading doing chores going to the store etc, anything. Gotta take it a day at a time.

These people got me pissed tf off today

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f*** niggas. b****es too. all i got is this money. and this'll do.

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