What hurts the worst is realizing how alone I truly am in all of this. More so with my closest friends. I've been there for them through hell and back, one close friend im thinking of specifically I stayed with her about 12 hours letting her vent and break down to me. I had to reach out to her when all this s*** happened she didnt conact me or check in once. She hasnt since and now we kind of have this hostile thing going on because she knows I feel some type of way... You really should only give effort to people who give you the same in return.. Relationships and friendships
Nobody cares about you. Heaven or hell we are all alone in the end. Is there really eternal paradise for those of us who live a life full of pain? Is that same paradise promised to heinous people just as long as they repent?
Thinking about the maybes of what happens next is enough to drive you crazy. You might do the best you can here and still perish for eternity. Or simply become nothing. A life full of pain and misery and your reward in the end is nothingness.
What hurts the worst is realizing how alone I truly am in all of this. More so with my closest friends. I've been there for them through hell and back, one close friend im thinking of specifically I stayed with her about 12 hours letting her vent and break down to me. I had to reach out to her when all this s*** happened she didnt conact me or check in once. She hasnt since and now we kind of have this hostile thing going on because she knows I feel some type of way... You really should only give effort to people who give you the same in return.. Relationships and friendships
bruh u don't need nobody
wash your face with some water & know you can be enough for yourself, don't let them suck out your energy
Nobody cares about you. Heaven or hell we are all alone in the end. Is there really eternal paradise for those of us who live a life full of pain? Is that same paradise promised to heinous people just as long as they repent?
Thinking about the maybes of what happens next is enough to drive you crazy. You might do the best you can here and still perish for eternity. Or simply become nothing. A life full of pain and misery and your reward in the end is nothingness.
i believe in heaven & hell
if u don't ur just selfish imo
all of this will get resolved
all the unfairness
best believe
i will achieve my dreams
That kind of optimisim is the only thing keeping me going rn and im running super low on it.. I just dont want to believe all the effort ive put in on my damaged mental health and fixing myself is all supposed to just get destroyed like this and i cant bounce back
I feel you man. Sometimes optimistism is the only thing you can do in this world but it’s better than nothing
somebody from my high school graduation class got drafted into the NFL
and here I am.. good for him tho
somebody from my high school graduation class got drafted into the NFL
and here I am.. good for him tho
My fear of hell is the only thing holding me back from ending everything.
luv you
luv you
Love you too primo
Very very frustrated bordering on becoming angered. Have not been truly angry in several years.
Why it gotta be primo tho
homie made to the top 10 out of 188 submissions.
If y’all could just comment 6 under this ig post it would be much appreciated.
just be glad this doesn’t have rounds like the last contest so you don’t have to see me spam this everyday lol
homie made to the top 10 out of 188 submissions.
If y’all could just comment 6 under this ig post it would be much appreciated.
https://www.instagram.com/p/B_i7bsQJkOx/?igshid=1rmry68eh5wjajust be glad this doesn’t have rounds like the last contest so you don’t have to see me spam this everyday lol
I'd hardly consider it spam
Had a discussion with my bf of what we don’t like about each other and our reactions. We can improve on. It got real.
One thing I said was “ I’m trying to be better. Sometimes I fall but I keep trying .” He said you don’t have to do this alone. I’m here every step of the way. 🥺