I'm tryna look for a job and I almost had another one but Corona screwed me over

I hate working with all women..

They talk so much to explain simple stuff.

They gossip all day.

Whenever I speak my opinion they think I'm attacking them.

i have a motherfucvking ingrown eyelash

s*** hurts i didnt even know this could happen

Idgaf about my job and my attitude shows it

1 + 2 + 3 = 6
1 x 2 x 3 = 6

every friend or relationship i have is just waiting till they realize im not funny im just annoying

wumbo

What happened to that discount Hollow

@Young unblocking you, i think we need to peace it up fr if you’re up for it, shouldntve been an a****** from the get

Yeah, same here dude. We're good

Im really not doing good. Its serious this time.

Please help me

What’s wrong

I havent talked more than 5 sentences to nobody for a week and Ive just been on my own trying to cope with inner turmoil and I cant seem to drag myself out of this hole. I am so tired of being lonely and not having anyone to comfort in, it was like this in my adolescence and its devastating to have this continue in my adulthood. Im losing the drive to continue to live a dull life but I cant seem to compile the energy to change anything about that for a consistent period of time.

I’m sorry to hear that. Is there a lot of sunlight where you live ? Before I recommend talking to people I suggest you get some sun, as much as you can. If it’s possible consider going for a jog while it’s hot out . This will release the sadness you have in you.

I’m not trying to sound antisocial but before anything, you have yourself. It’s great to have a circle you confide in but when you’re alone sometimes the only force who can comfort you, is you. When’s the last time you’ve looked in the mirror and expressed your love to yourself? Record your voice and say nice things , motivational things. You’re the sperm who made it ,so if you can make it to life I think you can make it through what you’re going through

Is there something stopping you from reaching out to anyone around you? Do you have any friends?

Yeah Ive been telling myself that as well, how I have to learn to be well by myself but its just difficult since its been so long that Ive been alone with the exceptions of turbulent short lived bonds and situationships inbetween. Like my tolerance for loneliness hasnt grown but shortened

I went biking the other day and my mother tells me to spend time in the living room sometimes as theres no sunlight entering my rooms side of the appartment lol

Ive reached out a lot to peops and usually get/got rejected or ignored to where it kinda crippled my willingness to initiate contact as it hurts to be dealt like that and I dont like the emotions I get out of being rejected and yeah this whole rona thing as well. I'd have to collect some energy and recharge to be able to actively seek contact anyway. I dont really have friends, just people I know

4:05PM

the opium has blessed me favorably..🙏🏿💗🙇🏿

the god plant..

7:10PM

heroin (good dope, not poison..) and cocaine are so addictive and susceptible to habitual submission bc the experiences are amazing and u gotta keep redosing frequently to maintain the high.. + they're so godly that you sometimes may literally fell like u could never be high enough, even tho'..

Thought it was just me