Thank you for the response bro i always appreciate you replying to me

I didnt do it tonight so i live to see another day at least

Thats great im in a similar boat tbh, death is not something u wanna rush to, we gotta see this life thru even when it sucks cus we all have a reason why we here

Exactly how i felt. Every job passing me by one by one until i either couldn't handle rejection anymore or just felt numb.

Coming up with answers on the spot and being able to catch curve balls is the most important skill by far. That comes with more interviews

Idk man i feel like the pressure of being able to live up to expectations is all I'm really alive for. If I'm not meeting them i really can't escape it. I'm not just supporting myself unfortunately

Hate doing the s***s bc i get the s***s and stomachaches the next morning

last week had a dream where someone was psychologically torturing me and it culminated in me killing them and myself. felt so peaceful. but then there was like a f***ing post credit scene to the dream where I learned they were an immortal demon and had prevented my death and were gonna keep on torturing me. I was so pissed off that I didn't die that I woke up fuming

but idk life is alright I guess...lol

Getting out of work at 2:30 every Friday but getting paid for a full day is amazing, so grateful for this new job

i guess that's a way to say dont kill yourself

I had the anxiety attack of thinking damn im really one firing away from poverty with no backup plan in place

Re f***ing joice

we keep it pushin

Lifted trucks should be illegal

This Polish d***head i work with is prob racist and tryna get me fired

Bro I'm crying i tried to be better at work and that s*** backfired and blew up in my face now I'm in trouble

Damn brehh u might wanna get baptized or something 😅

Yea work f***ing sucks. Im tryna figure out how to properly cluster this data and theres like no interesting patterns in the data. Ppl will deadass give u work that is impossible to be successful with

Bro I'm really about to be jobless bc of some stupid s***

I can never win

It's actually crazy how much of a lame Killer Mike is

Straight up coon

I will never listen to his music again on God, S/O to El-P for not going to the White House when they were both invited

This world needs drastic change

The economy is fuuuucked

F*** i hate uncertainty

i lowkey dislike working with male vocalists/rappers most of the time cause they just be sayin some bullshit i swear

i think it's much harder for a guy's writing or delivery to impress me

in my eyes, women write a bit more sentimental and meaningful. and much better at singing most of the time

i also desire writing pop music and its harder to find guys that wanna do that kind of stuff

I agree for the most part, in trying to write more meaningful music myself