I miss when Pierre gave a f*** about music
I wanna be clean off the d**** for good bc ive been getting insane paranoia and anxiety from this s***. My brain might have permanent damage.
I used to be so Much more smarter and more disciplined as a teenager i think i really did irreversible damage to myself and that's a shame bc i had so much potential
I think i been subconsciously taking insane amounts secretly hoping i OD and die but I can't play around like that again.
Lotta grown up ass babies out here
Why do I overthink everything. Ended a good thing and now my brain tells me you're an idiot.
Heart is heavy.
FML
This guy from next door to one of my pools comes up to me asking if I could clean like 4 of his properties pools in the area. Hell yeahhhh
I really want to drop a couple other pools that get dumped on with leaves constantly