Her friend snitched and told me she only posted him to make me jealous.

Girl I do not want you back

I think i lack emotional or social instincts, maybe some developmental abnormality in my brain

I hate groupie ass d*** riding ass niggas tbh

But thats most ppl. They wanna be accepted by some group so they ride d***

The pain is healing me

it was never bout killing them

it’s about putting them on a leash

Damn I ain't gonna lie the world ATM looks so bleak, the years after the lockdown were already pretty horrible
But now jezus....

London had the whole city packed to claim it's country back

Right Wing politics taking over and it just looks awful, so much hate in the world

As a black man, I feel like if I'd get killed today, people would just justify it

Raw

Damn

After a long convo with my catholic brother im starting to see the light. I think god is real and im starting to believe in jesus also. Something about the way i think about metaphysics is changing

where the f*** is the press, where the f*** is the prez

either they know or dont care im f***in depressed!!

Back to the basics

New blacks on Twitter and tiktok are not real humans

Ive been thinking about how pointless life is

Then i say ok well but what about judgment

Then i say oh well judgment isnt fair because ppl r born with biological or environmental differences that affect how we behave and think

Then i think about god and how unfair he is, and i start to believe in gnosticism

But the issue there is if god is the creator and we acknowledge that, no matter how we feel about god hes still god and we are basically his slaves

Its all very aggravating

Dont say dont worry about it. Your eternal fate is infinitely more important than ANY aspect of this life. I find it hard to care about anything earthly

I love my brother and i respect catholicism but tbh when i rly think about it it sounds stupid

People genuinely think i try to sound smart

No, i dont care about intelligence its useless, i care about compassion, id rather be around good ppl than smart ppl, and i sincerely think its hilarious to even utter the concept that i give a single f*** about what others think of me

Yesterday was a day I should probably journal about. Got home and before I walked in my crib my homie pulled up and saw me and asked if I want to chill for a lil turns out it was his sons birthday the next day and they had a party for him dope to see

I’m so tempted to try and get a few more hours of sleep in before work but realistically I might as well stay up

🫩 this emoji is so f***ing funny to use in conversations lmao

Couldn't afford a pizza slice bc i was 20¢ short. This paycheck can't come soon enough

Starting a 4 day work week instead of 5. Moved some pools around now my busiest day is Thursdays at 18 pools and my least busiest days are Wed and Fri with 15 pools which is my usual amount I do a day anyways.

This will give me an extra day to get other things done or just chill, and since I’ll be moving a few miles further out in November, this will save me some gas by not having to drive out an extra day.

All this fine s*** all over socials and i can't bag nan one of these!!!!!!

i gotta stop starting the work week by sleeping for 3-4 hours