Despite me feeling so down on myself, I’ve been very productive today. Didn’t allow myself to cop out and get as low as I do in these types of moments. So today has been a good day so far. Gonna finish it strong.
Couldn’t get Chinese so I got Hungry Howie’s instead, turned out to be a great alternative
This job search gonna be some bullshit i alrdy know. Striking out early so far
Maybe its a sign to take art srsly.
Dude called me asking if I wanted to sell my property, I told him put me on your do not call list. He said I don’t have a do no call li- hung up on his b**** ass and this started playing

Felt like I was in a movie
XFINITY is corny. Internet went off yesterday because of a power outage. Power comes back on, internet still offline.
Internet goes back online right before my bedtime, 1am. I leave for work today. I get a notification from my Blink cameras that the module is offline, meaning my internet is back offline. Xfinity texts me a message saying “wE HavE fIXEd an ISSuE iN youR AREa tHaT iMPacTeD yoUr serVICE”
WRONG you d***heads you f***ed it up again

man we need an alternative to youtube. its damn near unwatchable now. It's an add every 90 seconds wtf
Brave browser
i greatly appreciate having platonic relationships with women. f*** that thirsty s*** or that perversion
witnessed my girl faint in public, we were gonna go see the Nationals game because they had fireworks postgame. s*** happened so quick, i blame myself for not getting to her quick enough to break her fall. spent like a hour plus in the restaurant just making sure she was okay. had to drive her to the ER and watch her get staples. held her hand through all of it and just reassured she was strong af (she didnt cry, didnt flinch)
called her parents of course and informed them. also called my mom. i kept myself in check emotionally until my mom was speaking to me, s*** broke me cause i was scared
doctors cleared her & told her to take some tylenol for pain. went to sleep and i had a nightmare that her parents blamed me for the incident. im putting on a brave face for her but man i feel like s*** because i couldnt protect her
getting on the road soon to bring her back home, which is about 6 hours away. her spirits are good, she’s still her same bubbly self. im prolly taking this harder than she is. just needed to get this out somewhere. if you’re reading this, just say a small prayer for her and i if you’re a believer