So annoying
Like anytime i tell ma dad something positive, he's always excited and happy
When I tell ma mom, shes always stoic af, like she ain't even listening
Even in public, when we go out sometimes
And people give me compliments, my mom will always respond; that she feels embarrassed by me
Like yesterday I had an interview with one of the biggest tv platforms in my country;
My dad was happy, immediately told me that the family is proud and watching my every move
My mom acted like she didn't hear s***, she would then critique the way I speak for whatever reason on camera
And then completely shift the topic to something off her own and then she'd be excited enough to talk about it
Like either she answers with negativity or just doesn't at all
And it's so weird, cause it's like the "whole world" pats u on the back, be lovin' u for what u do
But ur own mom don't even wanna acknowledge it or even ask anything about it and I can just feel the energy too when I speak
Usually I just leave after 2 mins, like why even bother
like am talking to a wall
Like I remember we had to vote, all these city officials were handing the documents and they recognized me
And they was like;
Aye man we love you!!! And what u do for the city!!! Would u love to sing for us here?(Obv a friendly joke)
My mom responded immediately;
Oh hell nah, that would be embarrassing
Even the city officials was looking like "okay?"
Like I was pretty mad at that s***, like even if u don't like it,why u gotta ruin the mood and moment for everyone?
Everyone was just happy and u killed it
Like she always tries to undermine everything
Everyone sees me as fashion goat, she doesn't
Everyone sees me as a very intelligent and wise men, she sees me as a clown
People see me as a very charismatic performer, she sees me as crazy
Even if I get a documentary, she don't care, won't even watch it
"Ayo mom, I had a whole docu, that went viral af, all da ppl love it and I can feel it on da streets everywhere, they treat me as a King"
She don't care
But she will shouting in my ear day in day out bout her toxic co workers and this and that
My work is closed today cause there’s an active shooter at the gas station next door
Just a typical day in America
Two women that I’ve messed with (at separate times) that are both bisexual, and been with women fr both told me that they wouldn’t share me with another woman after we f***ed. I don’t know whether to be more disappointed or flattered.
Taking a hiatus off rapping, tired of wasting beats that i should send 2 better rappers