Society wise...America peaked in the 90s and early 2000s.

Motherfucker you let a robot tell you what to do
You are not a player you are GETTING played

Yeah using AI to make money and handle tasks is me getting played.

God bless

You are not a REAL person brother

spiders always chillin in my damn shower always gotta relocate their ass i wonder if every room in my house is like a country and i just deported them im sorry i need 2 shower bro 😭

Man it’s a lot in my mind. Man

Life feel like it’s just passing lately. I’m thinking it’s the holidays, but ion know. Life been really stressful too, feel like one thing after another. I think the worst part of it was just not having no one to talk to about what’s going on. I feel like I been hanging on by a thread for a while now. On break for a couple more weeks, but it hasn’t even felt like one, and in the time that I have genuine downtime, it’s like in those moments I’m processing stuff that happened days/months/weeks before. Been smoking like crazy too. Somedays I’m sitting still, and I notice my shoulders are up like I’m shrugging

I know I’m doing really well in life, but I rarely feel that way. It’s always W/L, and on to the next. Finished my first semester of school, and I couldn’t even celebrate fr. I know it’s just a semester, but for me it was a big accomplishment. Tryna keep my head high, it’s just hard atm

You not built for this world brother and it's ok.

Very few are chosen. God bless.

red kratom and coffee zyn i can’t complain

she was right i have to go out and see the sun more often

There's something magical about singing on an empty train platform
And as u sing, literally the whole station comes to stand on ur side

Everyone be sitting next to u
Tapping they shoes, swinging along and laughing

ITS GENUINE

It's beautiful, and I always meet a whole lot of new tourists too

Like Belgian ppl not to keen on speaking with a black guy 😂
But damn the tourists, I was just speaking with a girl that's from Brazil and a dude from Italia, all in one

That's music, a spiritual connection

Hey now, say now, I'm all about my Yen
Big face Buddha, get my peace from within

Also it's true about charisma
I used to think, my "charisma" moments were created
"If I wear this and that and do my hair like this, I'm a star"

But hell nah, it's like my dad said, it's in u

I look like a slob, people still stare, children still rush to be with me, like literally 2 kids were just now like;
Wow look at this man!

It's a power in u, u reflect to the world
It's an energy and vibe, where u make everything and everyone around u bright

Like stupid example;
In the past I could wear ma mom's ugly s*** clothes or even my exes ugly s***

They'd deem it as "ugly"

When I wore, it became hot 😂
"Obviously it fits u again"

That's actually what pushed me to modelling

Like I be telling people, who tell me to stop singing etc, cause am getting alot of positive attention

"I've always had this, even when today I don't play music, people still stare at me. People will still talk to me. Before too, people would walk up to me and think I was a celeb and ask pics, the attention is nothing new. I just now know how come I get it, it's my energy which has been my energy my whole life"

Also why is it that I always connect with tourists

I even asked my parents, like you'll have a whole ass crowd form around me
It's always gonna be tourists

Like I know racism is huge in my country but still

Like I swear I was sitting platform 7(the local train, barely tourists)

And the platforms behind and in front of me were city trains, alot of tourism

The platforms before and behind me were literally CROWDED AF
People dancing and s***, at least 200 people jamming and vibing

My platform? Locals stood afar in the distance

S***s so strange like u c literally a whole train station vibing, but the Belgians be like; meh f*** him

Strange mentality out here, telling u

that one mfer who always plottin

sitting down for dinner with the family

"im so happy we can all be here together for dinner again, its been so long"

"yes it has been great i cant wait till we all meet again next year"

"yess, well if all goes according to plan we will all meet again EXCEPT there will be one of us missing HMMM HMMM???" raises eyebrow in menacing fashion while peering over the faces of the other family members at the table

"excuse me what"

Tbh ppl speak about artists and they ego
Or whatever profession on top

But tbh, ppl hate ppl with talent) vision

Like am sure, alot of these ppl wanted to (and there still are btw) do good for the community and people

But as soon as u fight for the good cause
U notice, there's alot of ppl out there that just be hating u for it, they have no reason other than u have a gift, I don't

They abuse u, insult u, mock u etc

And as soon as these folks I think got wealthy or in positions they dreamt of
They do not forget how they were mistreated

That's why the very rich ppl I met always told me, they don't go to public spaces or mingle around with "common folks"
They just gonna hate

It's such a common theme, near all my heroes have rthis moment where they went like;
F*** all y'all that didn't believe in me, suck a d***

And it's alot of people, again they have no reason to, ur not even a bad person or anything

U just have a gift, wisdom, intelligence, vision

They'd rather try to stop u or put a dent in u

Rather than ignore u or learn from u

I’m sorry. I wasn’t familiar with your game.

We just pulled a GTA heist without you

My bad