Idk if I’d have the willpower to wait tho. Depends on how hungry you are.

I think I can manage for the night, I just didn’t really feel like cooking tonight cause I got suepr high but I’ll have to muster up the energy to get it done sooner than later

I actually sat down with the equations

I think I’m proper in love and we can’t properly see each other even its pissing me off and stressing me out a little bit

Thats the worst part about it

Thanks man and yeah my dad says it gives him that Nazi era feel, ppl are crazy, just about a year ago, right before my 2nd viral video which made me blow up even crazier, I got literally chased down and attacked by 5 racists who were obv jealous of what I had goin on mofo even chased me down to my house

Haven't seen or heard of em anymore except via TikTok comments

And same man, like if u mixed too, it's very difficult to find ur space on this earth, in this society. Like ya said it's pretty isolating as it's difficult to find ppl who think like u, experience the world like u, to connect. Like most of the times u c everyone equally but then ppl have to let u know u not the same like them, which was sad, like I ain't gonna cap these last yrs I just been on myself to focus on myself and the world, how it functions. It's been a pretty funny ride so far lmao

And ya hit the spot, it's both black women and men exactly, cause they think they have to follow or portray a certain lifestyle to be cool or accepted, if u do it differently they get mad/jealous, it's not like even like u feel better, well tbh we prolly do cause we authentic but it's like not on some competition type s*** but they just want u to feel bad for someone, like we can't be pretty, or talented or proud af, have our own style, be intelligent, not be "typical street/drill" etc

But it's mainly the youth of black folks, like with ma fame I try to speak to everyone, all groups and really, the mature Africans are chill afff, even they'll admit the black youth too scared of they own roots sadly

I’m AI with the braids

Girl don’t treat me like a stranger
Girl you know I’ve seen you naked

It's weird
But like am anti toxicity af
And one of the toxic things u learn, specially regarding women is;
Give em the silent treatment so they chase u

Now I don't believe in that s*** anymore, in practice I mean

But it's curious how alot of women really do this type of stuff

Like;
You know u got they attention and that they like u
Cause they can't stop looking at u

But at the same time, they be looking at u like they don't like u

So whenever u give them attention, they just withdraw or find a way to put u in ur place

But when u don't and u just really don't wanna play them. Games, cause it's like, I already know ur type

These b****es fiend so much harder

Like they can't stand it, not getting ur attention

It's like am entitled to have ur eyes all over me
Your focus all onto me

And these girls, will literally act as if u don't exist
Soon as they behind ur back or in whatever distance, they'll be watching you like crazy

And I know women "don't like when they caught checking out men"
Lemme tell ya the women that came to me straight forward thus far, no games, were the chillest, smartest and most confident ones

Like they'll literally be staring at u, but like the smile is hidden behind this forced looking down type face

U already know; red flag, insecure women

And they do this alot

Prolly cause they know they not gonna win u over naturally, but need to use mental gymnastics

Lmfao white dude tried to pull up on me, told him I was feeling good as a mofo and he instantly backed tf off

Telling u;
For these haters, it takes hella energy and guts to confront the person they hate aka their biggest fear, that's why they hating,they fear u

Soon as I smile or give em a positive answer, these mofos tremble.and shake

Also this other stupid white boi in a car kept honking behind ma back for mo reason

Just as I wanted to ask wtf was up
His foreign friend pulled his passenger window down and was like
"Damn it's da legend from TikTok pls say something for da camera"

I was like first ya biddy Gon do that and now u expect me to be chill
I was like
"Don't nobody ever honk behind my Ricki back like that again"

White boi instantly stepped on da gas pedal

Jus know god will do some miracle for u in the next 48 hours. Something youve been waiting for for a long time will spontaneously happen despite the 99.999999999% chance it wont. Dont be responsible, dont be introspective, dont be realistic, because god got u

i’m waiting

this weed aint hittin no more

Moon Rock is still one of my favorite strains till this day

Getting Panda Express soon even the smell of their food drives me crazy

Every year i make a song to welcome the fall

Got 60 gigs of pc games yet have no desire to play one.

I may have finally outgrown video games for life.

Or maybe I consumed a bad ingredient with this chicken

SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT

Pray for Florida.