you watching anything while you roll/smoke?
Nah but I usually like to throw on some music cause it helps me focus better
You should have a financial number you want to hit and invest into assets so you can 100% retire from having to work.
Then you can play whatever side missions or new full missions until the casket drops.
Also for attractive/handsome men/females;
Does anyone notice in your 20s, how alot of the women u attract, are older? Or I mean whom are openly showing their affection, are older?
It's like women/girls ur own generation are too scared?
Now am like a black man in a very conservative white area, which will add to certain factors of girls my gen being reluctant/scared
Cause I could walk on the streets and literally mom's/grandma's will openly flirt with me, they don't hide it
But then you'll notixe women around ur own age, I don't even speak to em 
Very rarely at least (or they're foreign girls themselves)
Like for example kids/teens love me, they'll also come and speak, have fun and be themselves
But as soon as it's someone 18-30 yrs ish old, even for men, it blocks
Cause I'll notice the stares and s*** and how they wanna approach/act but then nah
And no, am not looking for a relationship, just someone that find psychology interesting, specially as a black guy in a very conservative/racist area, it creates a certain fun dynamic/reaction
Feel like I have so much bottled up rage and aggression today. Damn near got me shaking. It’s my Uber driver missing a turn that kinda triggered it.
Im not mad at the Uber driver at all, I guess I really been bottling up other s*** going on in my life
trust issues more alive than ever and i'm really so not f***ing with anybody rn
worried it'll stay like that
i kiss somebody from my studio and now feels weird...ngl i think i need to become celibate
Cause I could walk on the streets and literally mom's/grandma's will openly flirt with me, they don't hide it
But then you'll notixe women around ur own age, I don't even speak to em 
Very rarely at least (or they're foreign girls themselves)
Like for example kids/teens love me, they'll also come and speak, have fun and be themselves
But as soon as it's someone 18-30 yrs ish old, even for men, it blocks
Cause I'll notice the stares and s*** and how they wanna approach/act but then nah
And no, am not looking for a relationship, just someone that find psychology interesting, specially as a black guy in a very conservative/racist area, it creates a certain fun dynamic/reaction
They want you to be their bull
They want you to be their bull
Like again just now, they'll appreciate from a distance, but approaching or whatever never
Like I also do street music, so alot of times people just dance along, give high fives, come talk to me etc
It's that specific group that just rarely do it 😂
And its in the meantime also the only group, that would show "hate"
(Aka I'll be edgy and look like "tf u think u doing" but as soon as I make eye contact, they'll just laugh back cause they know am not doing anything wrong and am a very capable singer, it's just they know people really like me)
Like I could literally stand in the middle of the street, be jamming with a whole group of folks drinking/eating at a bar(usually again middle aged/older ppl) and then the students, will smile or whatever but really do they best to hide it
Whether consciencely or unconsciously
Plus I also run a fairly well known anti racism TikTok page too, that amassed a good following (even got scouted by a big political party via there), so I know they know am not sum dumb nigga just singing
Cause another thing, specially for y'all teens
In the beginning they Gon luv u
But as soon as u blow up and everyone takes a liking to u
Teens will be the first to switch back up on
Cause it's edgy
"We don't wanna like everyone that's popular"
Thing is, they will just do their VERY best to hide it and that's by trying to ignore u
But know they are actually paying alot of attention to u and what u are doing, they luv it
But as like with any hater, ego is in the way
i wonder what happens if i just ignore the email demanding my participation as a poll worker in the next elections
My triceps SUCK