I feel like I'm becoming a cliche of myself

I feel u I jus lean into it tbh

SERENITY NOW SERENITY NOW

remember the lex fridman im reading a book a week in 2023 debacle he stopped updating his reading list in january lmao

I need to get this paperwork done and sent back ASAP

After over 6 months... about to present my final project before I graduate. Freaking out rn 😥

You’ll move faster than you think but never as far as you want

I did it

About to eat a Cheese Pizza to myself with Ranch because why not

Late summer has always kinda been nice.

At this point in my life, I see everything from an approximation of how other people perceive me

My own opinions are irrelevant

I honestly think God made the universe in his image and life is a game to see who can best emulate god

I'm starting to feel manic it's been a long time

Rt I think I'm actually insane

My energy patterns make no sense

One day I wake up tired I'm tired all day.
Next day I work till 7pm then I get a huge energy rush at 7pm then I stay up for like 2 days straight

Real

It's something about one piece

This idea that there are these ridiculous people who move time and history forward by millenia

Without Edison Newton, Einstein, Lagrange, Euler, etc. Where would we be? We could all be f***ing dead who knows. Some virus could came that erased everybody. Who f***ing knows

But yea like s*** man my whole life I thought balance was the philosophy, but now I kinda see the system is more binary in a sense, a constant stream doesn't hit like a wave

Math really boils down to differential equations

How systems react to change, not to absolute values

Physics is entirely defined by these equations

It is the nature of change that defines reality. The moment is more or less lost in infinity. The ability to react to change is what defines your longevity and proficiency

You can always look better

I can feel it in my soul that I'm not going hard enough smh.

I need to go to the edge, f*** the balance life.

cannot wait to shower and lie in bed watching bleach

not to be that person but how’s your water intake?
cause i never get headaches/migraines but as i’m getting older when i’m dehydrated i get them bad for days at a time

Second dose of the nootropic making it's way into the blood steam.

Wired than a b****. What the f*** is sleep b?

I have so many mosquito bites on my legs, i need to rip the skin off. Cant take the itching anymore

Dry fasted cardio >