Jan 20, 2020·2 repliesim going to Vegas in April for the Billboard Music Awards ! OMGGGGGG ! My 3rd year in a row . 💗 thank you Erika .
- Jan 20, 2020
now to plan what to wear . what vibe do i feel in 2020 .
- Jan 20, 2020·1 reply
meet me at the MGM Grand in Vegas and i got u . ill sneak u in . 💀
- Jan 20, 2020
prays BTS and P****cat Dolls are there
- Jan 20, 2020
my kitten likes to fart on me . 🤢
- Jan 20, 2020
sorta like my x . 😡😷
Jan 20, 2020·1 replylittledreamerim going to Vegas in April for the Billboard Music Awards ! OMGGGGGG ! My 3rd year in a row . 💗 thank you Erika .
what is going to award shows as the audience like? U guys get to go on the red carpet too?
- Jan 20, 2020·1 replygenghiskharti
what is going to award shows as the audience like? U guys get to go on the red carpet too?
it’s fun af , i love them . i always watched them as a child . everything is planned and the producers talk to the audience before the show starts , they tell the audience when to be silent and when to clap . during the commercial break is when we can get up , they play clips of past performances in the arena and we wait for the countdown to go back on air . i try not to react 💀 but last year cardi and offset were standing behind me before we entered the arena to sit down .
my friend gets me tickets that permit us on the red carpet but when shooting starts , it’s planned , so we either go inside the lobby and come back out to see the artists , or we wait in the waiting room to enter the arena .
- Jan 20, 2020·1 replylittledreamer
it’s fun af , i love them . i always watched them as a child . everything is planned and the producers talk to the audience before the show starts , they tell the audience when to be silent and when to clap . during the commercial break is when we can get up , they play clips of past performances in the arena and we wait for the countdown to go back on air . i try not to react 💀 but last year cardi and offset were standing behind me before we entered the arena to sit down .
my friend gets me tickets that permit us on the red carpet but when shooting starts , it’s planned , so we either go inside the lobby and come back out to see the artists , or we wait in the waiting room to enter the arena .
dam i didnt know it was so controlled. it sounds cool though. anything crazy happen when you went? or anything that feels different IRL compared to on TV?
- Jan 20, 2020genghiskharti
dam i didnt know it was so controlled. it sounds cool though. anything crazy happen when you went? or anything that feels different IRL compared to on TV?
when the kpop band BTS is in the building it’s crazy and you can’t even get near them because they’re bodyguards are sitting right behind them . james charles is not bothered by his fans even tho he acts like he loves them on camera . the singer poppy is the nicest human ive met artist wise at a show . Jamie Foxx is really nice and acts like a normal person . the Jonas brothers vape a lot . idk those are some of my experiences .
people only stand up and applaud for artists that murder a performance . 
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Jan 20, 2020After work beers hit different
- Jan 20, 2020·1 reply
emssimuoyod .
Jan 20, 2020·1 replylittledreameremssimuoyod .
did you like parasite?
Jan 20, 2020
Jan 20, 2020Sometimes i really believe im just on this earth to suffer
- Jan 20, 2020
Imma keep goin nd giving it my best but got damn. can i at least enjoy something?
Jan 20, 2020I wanna be worry free
- Jan 20, 2020
Money just changed everything, I wonder how life without it would go...
Jan 20, 2020This some bullshit. This country owes me a day off for MLK day
Jan 20, 2020saw a woman at the bar who reminded me of the one who got away 😔
she was so pure 😔 seeing little women and portrait of a lady on fire definitely triggered it! reading over the short stories we wrote for each other when we had creative writing classes 😔 1975 somebody else been on repeat as well 😔
the hurt is something I’ve tried to compartmentalise but allowing myself to feel over the last week or so has been cathartic. being the cynic I am I stopped writing and I’ve been lost ever since, my thoughts are all muddled.
writing this down has been therapeutic