I'm in this b**** with the Wooski
Champagne got me loopy (bow)
All the demons lookin' moody ayy, ayy, ayy
https://apnews.com/article/how-many-people-smoke-us-64987fe2b7bf764c64d4594e5b02e6ea?utm_source=homepage&utm_medium=TopNews&utm_campaign=position_07
@PhilipMorris in shambles
Their loss π€·πΌββοΈ
https://apnews.com/article/how-many-people-smoke-us-64987fe2b7bf764c64d4594e5b02e6ea?utm_source=homepage&utm_medium=TopNews&utm_campaign=position_07
@PhilipMorris in shambles
"Meanwhile, electronic cigarette use rose, to about 1 in 17 adults."
In the mid-1960s, 42% of U.S. adults were smokers.
insane stat! like why would you even think about quitting when people were openly with you in destroying their bodies lmao
damn i should find the posts again and just quote them, just last yr around this time i started getting out of a adhd fueled depression, small weed addiction and at the start of breaking up with my ex, very toxic s***, breaking up completely took till the end of august jheez
like i just got diagnosed and the world in my eyes was now a completely diff experience, i had to figure myself out and obviously how the world works diff from me
i was climbing out of a shell, leaving my former broken "self" behind and studied him from above, a***yzing the faults while healing myself from big social anxiety, which was a huge task
cause my OG self, my personality is pretty loud, hyperactive, very upbeat person and with anxiety thats a very poisonous cocktail, but after much effort, time and healing its slowly but surely progressed, becoming happier and more positive, actually not being afraid of people, of opening my front door
now, today, am one of the more popular folks in my area. just yesterday as the train doors opened, a girl started smiling like crazy and as the doors opened, she hopped out full with excitment to tell me that i am "her most fav person ever, i cheer her up till the max", was like a real celebrity moment
and dis not the first time, someone approaches me on the streets or recognizes me and emphasizes how much brighter i make their day... its crazy the transition, the mental rebuild
from being socially dysfunctional, till the point that any social interaction longer than 5sec costed me so much mental, emotional and physical effort, that id just collapse inside and my mind would pull the plug of reality and id start dissociating 
like no cap, for months id use to skate the earth, barefoot(metaphorically speaking), looking for the most isolated spots, where i could hide in my imaginary shadow, separated from society and its critical eye
to being a well known entertainer that makes people day, whenever people talk and compliment it is for "confidence", boldness,asertivity, the warm glow that attracts folks from everywhere
am not gonna cap, some days i wished i could look back in the eyes of those that stabbed me in the back, the toxic folks that pushed me down and ran away, even my ex, even tho she witnessed the start of my rebuild and already started commenting that i started looking very good again and just generally started exuding more and more confidence
i just wish they could look, so i can stare in their soul and see the reflection of me they had and knew i could become, but just chose to keep it locked in the hellfire, that their soul embodies, and slowly let burn away...
as i tell everyone dear and close to me, ive fought many wars and lost many times due to mindgames that my adhd brain sometimes only slowly picked up on, but lemme tell ya, every time i fought back, i always had the last laugh, dont count me out if u only won the battle by cheating, as i dont need such games, i count on and am very confident in my abilities and how to come back even stronger and larger
they never believe it, well here i did it again.. But learning one thing in life, people always come back and am happy that longer i need to worry or be nervous about the thought of meeting such person, today i laugh and think; they should be happy to c me, witnessing my greatness in the flesh, i have become their biggest fear
I know we donβt know each other like THAT, but this the second time Iβve said wassup and you just do a weird face and say nothing.
F*** you too then
In the mid-1960s, 42% of U.S. adults were smokers.
insane stat! like why would you even think about quitting when people were openly with you in destroying their bodies lmao
There was a time where it was openly advertised on commercials and magazines as healthy and something the upper class did