Down $200 I feel the Holy Spirit and the casamigos this $100 will hit
Hit 4/5 again WTF
EDIT 4/5 for about the 6th time I’m such a f***ing piece of s***
And the bar playing Adams Song they want me to go home and die
Edit 2 just hit 2 more 4/5s on the same turn
Edit 3 4/5 again this s*** is rigged ima call the gaming commission wtf
Edit 4 4/5 again I can’t make this s*** up WTF
Down $200 I feel the Holy Spirit and the casamigos this $100 will hit
Hit 4/5 again WTF
EDIT 4/5 for about the 6th time I’m such a f***ing piece of s***
And the bar playing Adams Song they want me to go home and die
Edit 2 just hit 2 more 4/5s on the same turn
Edit 3 4/5 again this s*** is rigged ima call the gaming commission wtf
Edit 4 4/5 again I can’t make this s*** up WTF

I’m down $300 I came in with the intention of putting in $100 and winning about to pull out another $200 god please forgive me and bless me I am a piece of s*** who is repenting in Jesus name amen
Edit I’ve hit 4/5 atleast 8-9 times now s*** pays out like $3 opposed to $200 when betting a quarter
Edit f***ing did it again 4/5
Edit 4/5 again WTFFFFFFFFFF I CANT MAKE THIS S*** UP I MIGHT AS WELL MAX BET 4 spots
4/5 again god is telling me I’m stupid af for coming f I came in wanting to bet $100 I’m really about to lose $500 but in Jesus name I’m keeping faith and he will let me hit down $345 right now will walk out this s*** up $17.5k in Jesus name amen
Edit 4/5 for about the 11th time I’m about to Amazon prime some rope wtf I need this to hit to kick start the 17k
Omgffffffggggf 4/5 for about the 12th f***ing time
Every little step I take you will be there every little step I make we'll be together
EVERY LITTLE STEEEEEEEEP
14th f***ing time omfg I am so much better off wasting my money on cocaine and Asian massage prlors
It just annoyed me that we’re possibly getting a collab project with Kaytranada and Amine before him and Anderson Paak
I just ate a lot of Taco Bell and sobered up a bit and feel better
What I did today was really stupid but it doesn’t change much either way I’m relying on what I receive at the end of the week to decide my fate
Leave it to god all I can do
Nothing I think drinking is where I f***ed up tonight I promised and prayed to god that I would stop and I still did it when I started losing and felt anxious
Should have stayed committed and had trust god would take care of it for me and instead I tired to take control and learned a hard lesson
I used to watch a specific video about some slum country that started with a M in the Philippines on some bald guys YouTube channel when I would come down off acid but I can’t find the video anymore
Everyone in it seemed so happy despite their horrible living conditions and it always stuck with me
what's in my mind? this girl