I am romantically crippled by my fear of the inevitable day that a girl I care about will either lie to me and cheat on me or just str8 up leave

Like it's one of those thing we're it goes wrong 90% of the time but people do it anyway expecting the best

a grilled cheese sandwiches that isn't triangle cut, I don't eat it

watch out watch out watch out yeaaahh
thats my shot thatss my shot thatss my shot yeahhh
spendin im spendin all my f***in pay

Remember when the 3 of us just used to be boys. Now the group split up and I’m caught in the middle of their beef

I always remember when we went to africa to help the people there. Me a friend of mine and his girl. We bought food for them n s*** like that. One night i wanted to ask my homies girl if she got a lighter but then i heard hear moaning from her tent. I took a sneak peak and there was a francis ngannou lookin mf piping her lmfao

If she is gonna do that, she is gonna do that.

You cant do anything about it.

Just leave immediately if she does.

Until then, don’t assume and don’t be insecure.

This one is for the ladies of ktt2
Me working out
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Yall impressed huh dont lie to me

Redhead Kirsten Dunst is on my mind

Have a blessed weekend. Enjoy yourself and keep spreading positivity, love <3

Bet, s*** this makes sense, tbh maybe like u said I jus need to be tougher

My good friends sister (basically fam to both of us) got cheated on by her husband who she has kids with this week. Her husband was also fam an was generally cool but ig he a b**** smh

My best friend arguing with his girl every night, tryna do whatever to make her happy. Tbh they both probably cheating on each other

Also talked to this older woman (not on no weirdo s*** calm down) she said she was married for like 20 years with kids an her husband left her to marry his 30 year old secretary

Like I feel like humans just are too dynamic for long term relationships tbh. Even ppl who make it work sometimes b lowkey resentful about everything. I'm scared of being hurt an of hurting others

I knew today would be awesome.

Only one thing left.

Damn I'm jus over here thinking about everything

Tbh I'm in my 20s an I never rly had a relationship. It's not like I never had chances, s*** I had tons of chances, but in the moment I convinced myself that I wasn't ready, she wasn't the right one, or it wasn't the right time and place

Now I think I just have this issue where because of my bipolar I'm just an emotional wreck. I think I trained myself to ignore my emotions. Now I'm so deep in a hole of isolation, inexperience and apathy that idk what to do

Someone here said that a lack of "getting p****" is the cause of most male mental illness. I think it's probably the other way around. Tbh the only time I was willing to try a relationship was with this girl with crazy anxiety. She told me i was probably an empath, an I would feel her anxiety but identify it as romantic attraction or just love or stress. It literally drove me insane. Never loved and feared a person so much.

Tbh I was in rehab a few weeks ago, no phone, no computers, just s***ty cable tV and other addicts to talk to. It was there I noticed I was most happy when I felt nothing. I learned to almost see thoughts and emotions before I experience them and kinda just evade or block them. That peace is something I've been chasing my whole life

Ig at the end of the day I'm just loveless. For better and worse. Just gotta accept it. Just sucks because I feel like in this quest for peace and self actualization and personal growth it's like im withholding my potential from the world. The real scary part is I realized death and peace are one an the same. Since then every day I wake up I have to contrive some reason to not just end it

Bro this what I'm saying f*** love

mirror mirror on the wall

Even friends got a "end" at the end

I need a disposable pen so bad

I want to visit New Orleans.