As the year ends been kinda feelin strange lately.
Kinda tired of pushing my passion alone and not seeing much success these past couple of months ever since I moved out. My peers are doing very well unlike me, and it's kinda taking a toll.
The thing is, I've actually been fine for a while...but ever since Christmas came & I spent some days being lazy back at my family house I've been feeling kinda...strange. Like I don't want to go back to work. And tired of feeling sad.
I don't think this is depression cause like I said I've actually been fine for a while (I meditate n genuinely work on improving most of the time) but idk man. Just kinda wanna...stop.
Doesn't help that I lost people I thought would forever be there for me months ago. Sorry if this sounds like a pity party post.
I just cleaned up my apartment and it made me realize that Cleaning makes me pretty damn happy and kinda therapeutic. Keeps my mind occupied and makes me feel relaxed once itβs all done
reading letters from my students make me happy as hell if only they knew your boy has going through it everytime I tried to make them happy
i'm so happy to be human
f*** being an animal in the wild
that vid on worldstar of the lion breaking the younger lion spine
that younger lion is pretty much dead
will more than likely starve to death
or maybe as its dying of starvation vultures with start eating it alive
so happy to be a human
yep same for me tbh
its sad cos back in the day i met some proper cool people on twitter
White girls from tumblr dragged the site to hell
I legitimately thought I was making progress in my life around mid-March, but now I realized that I wasted this whole year being miserable and broke.
You've said that twice already. 
Are you a human?
guess what bro, I just woke up
and I'm still happy to be a human
2019 was the best year of my life
2020 gonna be better bro
I like rnb with actual singing, not melodic rapping
I like rnb with actual singing, not melodic rapping
give me a few of your favs bro
this been my fav song these last couple days

give me a few of your favs bro
Footsteps by Kehlani, Golden Girl by Frank Ocean, Onto Something by Jayla Darden, Start It Up by Alex Mali, Wake Me When Itβs Over by The-Dream, What You Did by Mahalia
Her p**** too tight it takes so much effort to get in that s***