na i feel the same way half the time when i take benzos for addy comedown it just kills my anxiety and mental fatigue instead of making me tired and i can work for a few more hours again

but that s*** will wipe out months to years of your memory and i imagine quitting is the closest thing to hell on earth if u already have anxiety or obsessive thoughts, takes people months to taper off and they still say thats rough

yea, man idk, im pretty far down that rabbit hole. ive been drinking/smoking/taking pills daily for 10 years now

my memory is shot. i dont remember 95% of what i learned in undergrad. I cant even remember what we discussed at work in a meeting last friday. My attention is so bad i got into a car accident cus i get bored driving. I have zero recollection of anything that happened more than 2-3 years ago

but on the flip side, my spontaneity, insight, and creativity are off the f***ing charts low key. Plus i be vibing with things so hard i just fall in love with random s*** be it mathematics or music etc. I just really live my life fully i think, and the d**** are a part of this. I dont see myself stopping. I think if it ends up killing me then thats just how it was meant to be

this that manic s*** tho, like really i need d**** to not be manic. like i NEED them

this girl asked me if i have an onlyfans

My heart is racing i cannot slow down & it’s bothering me …

Ain't heard that barking poodle in ages since I left one of my neighbors with a letter about it.

Telling them the law on barking dogs along with saying I had recorded evidence worked.

Still walking with the blade if they feeling some type of way

Never get comfortable cause that's when they come for you.

need to beef with niggas in my neighborhood to increase my chances of getting killed

NBA Youngboy music is aggressive as hell I can’t think of any setting to to play this s*** except at the gym. This is not morning commute to work music.

I have a CBT appointment tomorrow

That's either cognitive behavioural therapy or cock and ball torture

I'll let you decide which

im a ill nigga this song might be the one frfr

im finna drop this s*** asap

this the beat i used

my singing is so much better now wtf i sound better than summrs

i sound like autumn but cuter lol if that makes sense. like i sound like im 15

did you guys know the vatican had secret plans to move to quebec if mussolini won the war

Finally going to get an Adult Happy Meal from McDonalds

these pills make me feel like im at home man

like its christmas eve an im chilling with the fam next to the fire

this s*** make me wanna make some bossa nova or maybe some like alt rock on some early phoenix s***. some real s***

i got this whole 10 song project but tbh i feel like its kinda mid so i probably wont drop it

this new s*** insane tho

Turns out the one near me didn’t have them

let ktt hear it

Why didn't ktt have a hustleman thread where everybody tries to make more money through small/ online side hustles but only fall victim to corporate schemes.

I'm down

When they light my ass up for posting my s*** in music imma tell em u told me to do it

Rt tho some of the songs hard af

imma defend u king