Still need to buy more crap rip my savings

life is butt f***ing me recently and not in a sexy femdom kinda way

I f***ed up and there's nothing I can do about it now
Ah well, you live and you learn. Gotta do better

You into pegging?

Maybe

As you were, b

this year's moving extremely fast, i fell in love in Korea, and I'm finna cop a new set for my teeth.

My mom made a comment that triggered me. I wanna know if I'm in the right or the wrong for feeling some way about it. I went to her house for dinner, so we're eating dinner and talking about how good my 12 year old sister is doing in school. My mom said to her "I couldn't live with myself if you weren't happy." For some reason, it triggered me.. which caused us to get into it.

I wasn't happy at my sister's age, as a teen and even now. When I was her age, I was in a group home for boys and my mom was in a recovery home for addicts. I didn't have a cell phone. I wasn't free to be myself or to dress how I wanted. I didn't think and act like I was grown. I didn't watch mature content (Shameless or horror movies with excess blood and gore) and blurt out douchebag like I have Tourette Syndrome. It's a different time now, so my sister is able to have those luxuries and more at her age. In my teen years, I was gay in the closet. My mom was still an addict. I wasn't aware that she was because she never did it around us, and I didn't know what someone high on d**** looked like. Despite her d*** use, she took care of us. I was unhappy during all of my high school years. I never talked to my mom or anyone about what I was going through.. I was young, dumb, afraid and ashamed. Back then it was more difficult to be openly gay, especially in high school. I pretty much had to deal with it on my own, which made me feel isolated. I was very shy and quiet. I didn't have any friends. Now my mom thinks I'm blaming her for me being unhappy all of those years and at my sisters age. She didn't know I was gay. She didn't know I was unhappy. The same way I didn't know she was a d*** addict. Mind you, I forgave her a long time ago. but after this argument she thinks I still hold a grudge against her, which is false. I don't hold anything against her I just didn't like the comment she made. I think it was distasteful.

and the fact that my sister wants to be an EMT (because of Ian in Shameless) breaks my heart. It makes me jealous. I'm very close with my sister and enjoy the time I spend with her. She likes to watch movies with me and ask me for fashion advice. I'm gay too but the fact that I'm her big/only brother and she looks up to a fictional character, rather than to me, saddens me. It's stuff like that that adds to my regret.

Going to my first ever tattoo expo next month I’m hype

you deserved better from your mom and it's understandable that you got heated after how you've been treated. i think it's good that you've forgiven her for your own good. and you got the rest of your life to spend with your sister, you'll stay close n only get closer with time. i'm sure she appreciates you

I don’t like it here

You got served is just some lame niggas d*** trafficking in order to enter dance tournaments…BUT I LOVE THIS S***

i relate a to a lot of the things you said. and your feelings are absolutely valid. but you should differentiate between ill intent and unknowingly doing something wrong or not noticing. in my opinion there was no bad intent towards you. if i were you i would to openly communicate this the next time you guys see each other. and don’t be jealous of your sister, be happy and proud.

Nothing is permanent

!dream why is anyone attracted to Pete Davidson

!dream my eyes are heavy but I doubt I'll be able to fall asleep

!dream I feel pretty good actually, things aren't as overwhelming, almost like I gotta grip

Liberating somewhat

!dream Peet’s coffee davidson, bagel, latte

“Lost my mind, but I’m fine”

@Boxcarscar I just read your thread about trans women, you're not gay but you are a whole f***ing weirdo talking about trans women like that your fetish doesn't give you the right to talk about people like they're s***objects... Also I doubt you even get any real action since your whole life seems to be governed by p***.

reminder that the apocalypse is opt-in

just say no

you can opt-out of babylon

the ultimate goal of culture is to make you give up on yourself