Gas was $4 per gallon today I almost sprayed some on myself n lit a match

so today i basically told a labmate that im not tryna do this phd s*** anymore an they gave great advice like yea if u wanna quit just quit lmao

at this point i rly am not feeling this s***

How far into it are you?

This been in the back of my mind for when I start grad myself

2.5 years lol

it rly is a grind. its weird cus it takes so long to do that you lose sight of the end objective and it starts to feel like another job. except it gets REALLY hard at certain points like prelim exams or finding funding that takes a lot of work to do

main thing u wanna do right is finding a good lab/project. i kinda hate my project and thats the main reason im thinking of leaving

Oh mane i love my brain

Time to flow state my way back a couple weeks and return to

But by going back, time will already be moving me forward (without me realizing) to the same place I was then and am now.

Just embrace the s*** man all of it

What were you doing your PhD in

My bloody nose sucks abs feels good

I love when the cats sleep on the bed

stick it out for 1.5 years. know plenty of people who regretted quitting. get a real job afterwards.

Folk. Y’all know I’m into the scriptures. I’m going over the 7 seals of Revelation. Found in Rev chapter 6. It’s so interesting & even poetic how the 7 seals are opened.

1st God gives the entire Kingdom to Jesus. Rev 4 describes Gods throne. Rev 5 describes the passing of rulership from God to Jesus (The Lamb).

2nd Rev 6. Jesus opens the 7 seals.
The first 4 are the dreaded horsemen. 1 & 3 traverse to the North which is America.

3rd is a nomadic leader. The red horse. They provide wars amongst the world.

4th is the infamous dead & pale horse. It represents Death & Hell. Its strengths are: wars (sword), famine, death & the bottomless pit beasts (revelation 13 beasts)

Today really solidified how America is spoken of within the Bible. It’s nowhere near celebrated either.

Rev 18:16
And saying, Alas, alas, that great city, that was clothed in fine linen, and purple, and scarlet, and decked with gold, and precious stones, and pearls!

That’s literally America, the flag and its dainties. This landmass is known as Babylon. Soon it will be destroyed. All Praises To The Most High and Christ

computational biology

topped off to king krule

What’s the equivalent of yellow fever but about Jewish girls 🤔

HUH

I’m so frustrated with applying for jobs. Employers get too much leeway in the whole process. Basic manners are totally out the window. Did my application even make it past the screening process? Who’s to say when no one will email you for at least a month. Am I annoying the hiring manager if I follow up? Always.

😂😂😂 oh man

She's so strange, it's perfect

I am becoming more powerful

Waiting on this chicken to be done

People that automatically think expensive = the best quality are crazy

F***ing Spotify Forgot joni mitchell isn’t on there anymore. Only song I actually had downloaded was California

Was in the mood for Blue