exposed me lol

Summer hasn't even started yet and I already feel terrible because of the heat

And I'm gonna spend january studying and taking exams

Excited for Spider-Man this weekend

This is by far the best winter of my life mental health wise

Sounds cool in my head. We'll see.

“You cant be too corny for the american people, all the decent sentiments of life are corny”

If its not me then its your lost

same here
couple fumbles here and there but never anything that lasts

she wants to spend the night again? 🥴 already? 🥴

I want to know what it feels like to connect with another human again

@garetare

new lou ratchett vids infront of the wawa

I bit my tongue almost two weeks ago and there still a sting.

I was killing that chicken tho to be fair

7 weeks and the beard wont connect

Give it time, mines havent fully connected but it still looks decent just trim ur s*** low

These b****es are so boring... they all ask the same tired ass questions

Like fr
Mfers be asking me what is up and that if i wanna tell em something i should

B**** stfu u wont
Nigga opened up about his mental warfare anf niggas just leaving u on read, f***in actually pathetic af
Not even my trainer responded

It took me so much effort anf so long to even be able to sit tf down and start writing that s***

Compassion; zero
But again should've known, black people with emotions and scars that need an ear or aid? Ha

Like fr its pathetic, i should've never f***in done it, the mental chemical warfare it already cost me to put myself to it, to actually write em and actually give them an insightful explanation about a subject thats really not easy to discuss

I mean, i been isolating for weeks now, i cant even handle standard human interaction atm, f***in rebuilding myself so hard
Just to be. Ignored

And see tje thing about death is, it doesn't necessarily solve anything imo
But when each day of ur life u have been made to feel like a pile of dust slowly fading away, it seems like death is a place of solitude, no judging, being one with ur mistakes and eventually letting go of the rat race pursuing ultimate mental freedom
And if u been feeling detached from " "Normal" and reality and have been further nurtured this way
This place is no longer a place of fear, but comfort

Its what they say ppl with high anxiety do
They prepare and selectively chose the danger zones and environments and stear away from those, use tactics to get out

But what if every place we go to has the same 4 walls covered with mold from the wet ceiling caused by dry tears?
Then maybe this reality just isn't sufficient enough anymore