My girl broke up with me after we been together for 7 months, mostly because I was moving slowly and wasn’t upfront with her where I see us going forward. I hate myself for that, I was just so confident in us and I didn’t bother moving faster and expressing my true feelings to her. I never imagined break up because we never had any fights and we always had good time together.

Now I feel depression is creeping up and it will eat me up.

I don’t really have close friends or big family, mostly my mom since I’m not good terms with my dad and being with her made me feel so complete and fulfilled, and now I’m back to feeling lonely and I’m just tired of this.

It’s like I can’t never win, I just want to be happy but sometimes I feel like maybe I wasn’t made to be happy

oh…

is there any hope for a reconciliation if you're open about your feelings? did you communicate to her that you didn't want to take it fast?

Man working 2-10 is actually incredibly boring. I was fighting for my life to stay awake

@goddess i was clearing some old contact numbers and I came upon a bunch of ktt users numbers and I didn’t realize your ass was outta the 510

Glad I’m getting out of the house today

i don't know how to let good things happen to me

I did tell her how I truly feel about her and apologized for moving slow.

Thing is few weeks ago she was asking me where do I see us in the future and idk why but I didn’t give her a clear answer, I just wasn’t sure. I wished I expressed myself better to her and told her that I see myself being with her and growing together.

She also kind of jokingly asked if I love her and of course my dumbass said I don’t know what love is, when in reality I do love her. So that of course left her thinking different about us.

She was already thinking if this is going any further prior to those questions but those answers from me definitely made her decisions about breaking up easier. She said we’ve been at the same place as back in July and have not advanced since.

Biggest problem is she lives 60 miles away and we don’t see each other everyday, mostly on Saturdays. If she lived closer, I could’ve see her after work.

I just can’t believe how I could f***ed this up. You don’t know what you truly lost until it’s gone

i think you just need to be able to clearly communicate what you feel

she obviously cares for you so you letting her know how you feel now (or whenever) she will appreciate

but also you might need to work on some internal stuff if you aren't able to express how you feel

J cole’s hair >

yeah born and raised! is this when we were in the whatsapp chat?

I think it was an iMessage one from 2018-19

i remember that lol, those were fun

@proper lets go get boiling crab

I hate driving in London

Appreciate you💛

I do very poorly when I’m in company of complainers lol

Ded that post was suppose to be in WDYET