why do i attract the married type

Don't hit the same

Dazed and confused

Its so difficult to keep distance too
To be sheltered away from it
When u still care and will forever care

I just hope everything will be okay
And this new flower that is growing shines even brighter and isn't hidden under the shadows again

Even for me, its still a f***ing alot
And i have yet to process everything that happened

But through all the fogginess and muddy waters, i can see the lightening tower shining further and brighter
And that is the only reference point im holding onto and fixating on

And i feel like the only way ill ever come to terms with events and emotions is when we could "meet"

Even if this is through the eyes, the same way we met and could talk hrs on end
Even if it's per touch, and our skin lock into each other again for a few minutes
Even if its just a glimpse of the beautiful human..

Im so grateful the laws and powers of nature heard our blessings and felt our tears as we prayed from our hearts.
Im so grateful the strong person in you, had the chance, saw the chance and took the chance to keep fighting, exactly as ive known you

Im happy u are here

I remember 2 days ago u would only quickly open ur eyes as a pure reflex
And when i visited the first time, with your mom, i rubbed your leg and u opened your eyes
I pulled down my mask, as u were looking with confusion in my eyes and ur mothers, then u stared into my face for a few seconds, i felt a soul, a connection again
An identity, an emotional reflex
Then u started crying tears and started moving your body in full for the first time

We started tearing
Cause this was the first time, u were back. And that u were actually aware u were awake.
Moving around with your body, scanning the place around, looking into our eyes as if u knew who we were but couldn't exactly locate everything
Grasping for air and voice, as we heard nothing but trauma slime, like a metal rope tied around your vocal chords as u coughed and coughed
Trying to make sense, as we locked eyes and i felt the intensity raise in my palms
Still so soft like a baby yet so strained after the enormous battle u fought
Still familiar, like homecoming, our surfaces felt familiar, as we held tight and you reconnected
Tears of joy.
Words of ease and encouragement
Sighs of life

I can never describe what ive seen and what ive felt and still feel
From the horrible last seconds in my arms to the very first seconds of consciousness in my palm

Life is fragile
It's unique
Its a tragic trip of beauty that rarely deserves an exhibition...

And if this should be the last memory i have of you
I will take this memory like a bird in my hand, protected from all the dangers, blows and ill voices
Warm in my palm, a body full of warmth and love
Release you near the windows into the deep blue sky as i watch you fly away in the shining sun onto your next beautiful journey

Am proud of you
Happy

And i know, the day we meet
Our eyes will speak more than our waterfall mouths ever could
And i guess this is the reason im still shut and thinking about you

Cause i know the only person that really matters, is you...

I need to move out man

Takis are so damn good but its hard to eat alot of them 😔

Dating apps are so trash

i just took the brst piss of my entire life i stg i had to pist about it

My alarm didn't go off and now it's just another wasted Sunday...

I’m so happy to be home

I’m ready to get ass naked

You’re gonna love it

There are folks posting here that were born in the mid ‘00s

Slept from 12 to 9pm

My s*** is so f***ed

My brother slipped and fell hard on his back, gonna go to the doctor tomorrow but he's in pain rn. F*** I hope he's okay