Thinking about mistakes I've made. Wish I never did them but all I can do now is grow from it

Damn i can finally shave my entire face without looking like im 12 after

Back to the land of the living after holing up for 4 days straight doing nothing. was a well needed rest.

Did a lil music interview too

daydreaming

So tired of people being offended for me while i dgaf

Life kicking my ass

this dude james blake really goin thru it

This is the number one rule for your set
In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets

Lmao

Wedding planning is laborious, who tf enjoys this lmao. You plan it all plz and I’ll just show up do my part

How do I stop catastrophizing

I felt like this for a time in high school. Esp senior year. But now im the opposite. i feel like i love myself too much to ever be lonely. But i also love myself so much that i dont really need anybody emotionally or sexually. i feel like thats a problem tho lmfao.

In regards to u tho, keep ur head up man. Be one with urself

I was fr like that for a long time, i had come to terms with being alone and was genuinely happy

I'm tryna get back to that but rn it feels like im literally living for no reason if i dont have anyone

what made u start feeling lonely again?

they hired a bunch of new people at my work (working at a cinema while i was doing my degree and then looking for a job)

i started making friends with a couple of them and fell for one of the new girls extremely bad

it all went to s*** cos i told her i liked her and she said she doesnt go out with co-workers

now they all made their lil friend group and started to hang out and go places together

if I woulda never fell for her or at least kept my mouth shut I would have been friends with them too

the biggest thing thats f***ing me up is the girl tho, i fell for her so f***ing bad

Ahh. Girl problems. this loneliness feels real right now but it will pass. I was the same for 1-2 months due to a girl. what made u fall for her bruh

youll be fine man just ride it out. Vent-post, read, write etc. Do what u gotta do.

its crazy how a romantic partner can literally f*** life up for a prolonged period of time over innocuous s*** like rejection. thats what im working on, im not getting intimate wit a girl till i get my mind stronger.

idk how the majority of ppl go thru live stressed over romantic s***. But its the way it is fr

it's simple

1. you cant change the past
2. you dont define the future

plus everything in life is a cycle so the best you can do is be happy RIGHT NOW and just wish for the best

but the most definite answer is: it's all part of God's plan so trust the process

Fr man right now it feels like its never gonna end

luckily I got a new job in my degree field so I only have like 4 more shifts at my current job and ill never have to see her + them again
(should've also mentioned i was super depressed and took 3 weeks off work and when I came back someone told me straight up that literally everyone knows that she rejected me - so the embarrassment is making me even more depressed rn)

I just wanna forget the whole s*** when i start my new job

I appreciate all the advice fam

I've noticed vent-posting actually helps me a lot tbh

why the hell was there a poke function on facebook?

poke 👉 😂

😶👈😁

Working here it’s up and down, you’ll have your chill days where nothing is going on and you’ll have your days where everything is going wrong. There’s no in between and that might sound crazy. If he can tolerate some of the nasty and entitled attitudes I think he’d be ok working in such an environment. The best thing he could do tho is peep who’s the more important or well known residents and get close with them. Cause those the ones that will have his back if other residents was to act shady towards him for whatever reason. Trust me, that’ll go a long way cause he go have some residents that’ll make you out to be the worst person ever just cause you can’t do something for them right away or they don’t like when you can’t bend the rules for them. It take a lot of strength to work with the elderly.

truth be told i miss every b**** i ever been with

Nightmares for a f***ing decade.