You thought you were getting that job lol you really thought you had a chance f***ing dumbass🤓🔫

why do i still be disappointed man
why do i still think there be a chance
why do i still fall for the fake sense of opportunity
why the F*** do i even have any ounce of positivity

Bro at this point i might as well just start rejecting them after the first interview

Back into recruiter hell

Nobody's suffered more than me in the job market.

F*** them khaniis ass f**gits

0-172 on interviews

I dont deserve good things

Starting the gym again ig

I wanna f***ing kill myself at the moment what does my life bring me

What a yucky f***ing company ewww I'm actually grossed out

Oajn

My hs past haunts me so much for some reason

What's a step below suicide

Gotta accept this stupid ass school role omg I'm gonna hate this job so f***ing much

Might be a step above that

I realized i can't even focus on mrg until i fight these inner demons

Going to bed feeling the pain and harsh reality of life. Pain of loneliness.

Ok now that I've come down to reality a lil bit the job prob doesnt seem as bad as in my head. I think there's gonna be some hope when i get more clarity on whats gonna happen after the training.

My pto will be cut in half

I might have to see what they say about how strict the on time policy is

$28 an hour is not bad at all tbh

2025 recap:

Jan-Mar: Onedigital days
Apr-May: 🇸🇴🇹🇷 nyc
Jun-jul: doordash & clipse summer
Aug-nov: ameris bank days
Nov: umrah
Dec: jobless winter

Why am i such an idiot