I wont know peace for a while

I still have Plausible deniability

Woke up in the middle of the night still stressing

Literally shaking

So disgusted in myself

How can i ever get over this

I'm like seriously trapped in this. Its my fault tho i shoulda left this s*** a long time ago

So im feeling better than yesterday still my head is still f***ed up i think stress levels will go down as time goes on. But i really feel more shame and disgust with myself.

So disgraced with myself still

3rdborn is here

Isaq be wanting to talk about nothing but tech stuff man stfu

Kansas City and him be having brain to brain connection convos

⚽️ in this city has become so fkn washed like this s*** is an animalistic monkey sport dont understand how any normal functioning regular human can enjoy this trash man f*** africans

Kansas City really been one of these niggas tho

Wade walker is a s***hole for these monkeys

Man i really hate ysf like how can that nigga just insert himself into everything

Then these yns just follow him like some fgts i swear these niggas so damn gay

I see why niggas think Africans are low iq man niggas can't even organize a simple game

This s*** really sad bc once upon a time i had real love for this s*** but it got sucked away by a lot of niggas collectively

Ok lol played a lil game and it was fun i was winded and washed but lol those niggas are still gay asf

Muad & baraka shaah might be permanently trash

I gotta learn to say f*** my past and f*** my childhood i carry too much baggage from then

Constant feeling of it being not good enough

Never been more nervous before an interview then i am for this one

But also nervous the job is ass but f**k that its 80k