I'm starting to get better at protecting my peace. Not being around people who trigger me is a great start. Taking back control of my surroundings. Not going to twhd a lot. Making any possible interactions as short as it can be.

That emptiness feeling keeps hanging over me

The hardest thing to do is embrace solitude without a safe person to escape from this shell of myself that i be when im around everyone. Friends family etc. i can never really trust anyone. Half don't care and the other half misuse that information. I just want that one person i can confine

Doce years later that pajeetland s*** still f***s Me up. Missing * funeral, **s wedding, moving out that house.
And on top of that being clowned for years to come by these stupid monkeys

I'm not even the only one who's went there so why do i get so much s*** for it.

This will always be a permanent stain on my life forever and will never escape me. Idk if I'll ever forgive hy for that ever.

And to this they'd say "let it go get over it its nothing worth stressing over"

Well yeah ofc always nice to hear your problems never matter to anyone yet everyone elses problems are yours as well

I really really wonder what it is about my own people that makes me a joke to them. Obvious answer would be jealousy and insecurity. But idk something is weird about this

And it's not like i look unique there's tons of people who look like me yet i get singled out every time

Even when i went back home the fact niggas thought i was rx or Arab is like....why do i stand out so much to yall

And the thing is every other race KNOWS EXACTLY what i am

I really caught the nigga who insulted my mom and didnt check him then he insulted me again to my face

Thinking about the wasted shaah that i seen today

Just had a mental temper tantrum to myself man I'm sick of this damn family

Im about get rejected for 3 jobs straight and im gonna have to be forced to accept this s***ty ass contract job for $22/hr bro I'm literally a f***ing peasant

Dammit reading thru this page is triggering

Job market is a b**** man I'm literally a bum off the street

When did this site become filled with f*gs

#corememory Weekday night tbs? Movies late night with nsr right there

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🕋 +🇸🇴 +🇬🇧 tripleheader

OK I'm lowk getting tired of a**la comin over every day and s***

TEE!

Rly need to hurry up and get mrd

Ashamed i asked kdar to pay for gas and water smh

:-(

So F***ing broke rn

But then again it was his fault i wasted it