extremely elated that i’ve accomplished my goal of managing my anxiety and total mental health without the assistance of weed and improving what i felt was an already fairly healthy relationship w it purely as a habit, also happy that i never got to the point where weed was smoking me and had to b high 24/7
dont have any urges anymore but do miss that end of day smoke 
the unity itt
had to stop for the next month or so leading up to a co-op job search im doing but i might just take a break for even longer because of how ive felt this week.
extremely elated that i’ve accomplished my goal of managing my anxiety and total mental health without the assistance of weed and improving what i felt was an already fairly healthy relationship w it purely as a habit, also happy that i never got to the point where weed was smoking me and had to b high 24/7
dont have any urges anymore but do miss that end of day smoke 
the unity itt
Proud of you fam keep goin
so friday before last i smoked
work had me mad stressed and I was in a lot of physical pain. im still waiting for a call from the specialist who can hopefully help diagnose me.
and today another bad pain day fr. even the combo advil/tylenol aint of much help tbh. i rly think ima leave work early and get crossed up at the baths bro...i cant take it today i just cant handle this s***. tears in my eyes writing this up i feel so chronically weak and pained, like im not even half of a real man
so friday before last i smoked
work had me mad stressed and I was in a lot of physical pain. im still waiting for a call from the specialist who can hopefully help diagnose me.
and today another bad pain day fr. even the combo advil/tylenol aint of much help tbh. i rly think ima leave work early and get crossed up at the baths bro...i cant take it today i just cant handle this s***. tears in my eyes writing this up i feel so chronically weak and pained, like im not even half of a real man
had to stop for the next month or so leading up to a co-op job search im doing but i might just take a break for even longer because of how ive felt this week.
Same my spidey senses are back.
I was at a line waiting for a coffee and someone dropped their credit card infront of me and i caught it mid air just using my peripherals
@op im going to be a year clean next month after many many years of promising myself I would quit/ take a break. The cravings stopped about 2-3 months in and I actively turn it down now.
idk if you’re still thinking of quitting or taking a break but just know you can do it if you put your mind to it
I still be drinking tho
so friday before last i smoked
work had me mad stressed and I was in a lot of physical pain. im still waiting for a call from the specialist who can hopefully help diagnose me.
and today another bad pain day fr. even the combo advil/tylenol aint of much help tbh. i rly think ima leave work early and get crossed up at the baths bro...i cant take it today i just cant handle this s***. tears in my eyes writing this up i feel so chronically weak and pained, like im not even half of a real man
Bro, i can relate. And i wish you nothing but the best. Here's to your health
and that u may find a way to help cope with both the physical and mental stress/pain these complications give you
Looking to stop today
I've been using it as a crutch. It's time for me to change and I can't expect that by doing the same old s***.
In general, if the question pops in your mind, you should quit
It’s helpful to write — write, not think — pros and cons of quitting
@op im going to be a year clean next month after many many years of promising myself I would quit/ take a break. The cravings stopped about 2-3 months in and I actively turn it down now.
idk if you’re still thinking of quitting or taking a break but just know you can do it if you put your mind to it
I still be drinking tho
i smoke sometimes. i have a much better control on it now
Looking to stop today
I've been using it as a crutch. It's time for me to change and I can't expect that by doing the same old s***.
This me
Smoked my last flower, not gonna reup. Nightly edibles for now, gonna wean off that too. Would like to go cold turkey but not ready for that after ~3 bowls a day for years
i should probably smoke less but my life is too overwhelming to deal with sober atm
soon im going to see my homies first time in 5 years guess who's gonna choo choo like a motherfucker
i should probably smoke less but my life is too overwhelming to deal with sober atm
Mild weed with low THC and high CBD goes along way
Looking to stop today
I've been using it as a crutch. It's time for me to change and I can't expect that by doing the same old s***.
Day 2
Feeling like I want it but the feeling thankfully isn't too strong.
Keeping a "to do list" for the day and trying to use that to distract
Day 2
Feeling like I want it but the feeling thankfully isn't too strong.
Keeping a "to do list" for the day and trying to use that to distract
Day 3
I want to smoke but I will not!
Time to work out until I want to sleep!
Day 3
I want to smoke but I will not!
Time to work out until I want to sleep!
you got this brother