im convinced at this point i have some sort of underlying PTSD with these nightmares where im not sure what is real anymore but whatever the job search is going better

day 23....

I’m on Day 10 and I have been using a weighted blanket that I’ve felt has helped me A LOT with being able to fall asleep easier. Not sure if it’ll work for everyone but for those struggling with sleep I’d recommend trying it.

Broke my silence on the 21st, bought a cart

20 days strong, not too shabby imo

But yo my dreams have never been crazier. Golly that s*** is BANANAS, had crazy dreams these past two days

I gotta smoke less, more edibles

I feel this

Day 24, shoutout kobe

Congrats

I recently started doing edibles.. the effects it’s had on me in a short time is interesting ngl

i did shrooms tn does that count as relapsing

Day 26

not in my book, just depends what you're tryna quit and what you view as a relapse

The weed smokin me

you know what needs to be done

I need to stop

ok i relapsed but i was also really really reallly really drunk (10+ drinks in) does it count? @plants

Kodak chill bro

If you're smoking weed to the point it's not chill anymore then it's a problem...

i went 28 days without it went thru all the withdrawals yes thx flesbian

ok since i officially relapsed heres my summary

i made it to day 27 and im still not that interested in retaining the addiction. this second t break as a stoner has given me time to breathe and reflect
i dont need to be high all the time i appreciate my sober self. self acceptance and forgiveness. i feel the evolution and i still am not buying weed any time soon.

yeah bruh that counts

until it's a mindful reintroduction of it into your life with clear boundaries set, it's a relapse imo at least partly

what's important is that one sesh doesn't lead into a dozen more in a dozen days y'know? so don't beat urself up about it, just acknowledge that one misstep and then move on

this is huge bro you got me grinning like a fool over here. I'm so happy for you

Yeah, I caved and copped weed recently but I don't even really enjoy being high anymore I used to smoke whenever I had the opportunity. But now I just find myself not being in the mood