internally lame
infernally she awaits
doomed, i beckon death

cursed by a blessing
i will never love this s***
i sit in silence

soaking in the baths
i wonder if this is it
all i need to do

still got what you want
my mysterious lover
but I'm off limits

i simply exist
that is all there is to it
i am just vibing

@idkICantPick

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oh i wish to feel
the sweet, dark embrace of death
nah im fine, just tired

I mean like u could take a nap instead of dying right

im not actually tired

oh

then don't take a nap

i wasnt going to

that's good if you aren't tired you shouldn't take a nap

i say im tired
i mean that i want to die
and the day goes on

oh you said you were fine so i didn't think you meant that

you know how it is
when someone asks a question
no wanting the truth

thats what my haiku
meant. the struggle to not out
yourself as depressed

cuz it f***ing sucks
wave after wave after wave
i cant learn to surf

oh

anyway get a filter for your tap

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Except I be surfing them waves when im manic till I crash :/

yeah i feel that too
ur doing so well then BAM
trying not to drown

I tend to s*** on my good moods when I remember my reality is so fragile

i mourn for our death
it's highly intentional
mourning and our death

men will dress dripped out
in a f***ing mega drought
and perish thirsty

went to the river
to to do some yoga. instead
put out a fire

i am really struggling recently
challenged so deeply by my injuries and the horrendously long recovery process
recently started hearing this rapid thumping in my left ear which is right by my temporal lobe which I broke in the crash
I think its something called pulsatile tinnitus and nothing can be done about it
feel like im losing my mind

i’m sorry... i hope it gets better and easier soon