this

Same except instead of it giving me anxiety (actually does sometimes) I know it will cause me to give into my bad habits like staying up late and just doing nothing productive and binge eating, but I just can’t help myself to not f***ing smoke

are you me because

Funny thing is I’m not even sad over this s*** anymore, it’s just draining all of my mental energy. I don’t have any type of life, barely even a family life, were so dysfunctional. I dropped out of school, I’m inside all day, I do nothing productive and when I do it’s a random spurt of inspiration I honestly wish I was beat as a kid whenever I showed weakness so I could just be successful

Kinda odd we both came in at the same time and have similar issues, hope you can find your way back to normal

how is everyone

Gah f*** this b**** man

I never knewI could simp so hard, it’s literally dragging me back into the depression I just got out of

I kinda gave up already sadly, hope you get on your feet though

Just need a place to complain

Tired of this s*** bro I’m not letting it win or consume me anymore

bitter and jaded

Not doing well tonight. My mind is a mess.

I don't understand why people liked Mac Millers music

Man I gotta get my s*** together this year / decade.

Been stagnant for like 5 years now and I need to work on all my problems

I know it’s not an easy process but it needs to be done

I need to love myself and treat myself better in all aspects

Going through the same routine for weeks / months / years is soul crushing tbh

i want to live but the s*** they say makes me wish i was dead

dreamed about her again candyflipping so so soon

think I’m going to go see a therapist for my anxiety, its causing physical discomfort that isn’t actually there and making it difficult to function in my day to day

been like this since last november after I had a weed induced panic attack smh

Man I be seeing this girl that I fumbled in the most ridiculous way every Tuesday and Thursday in class. S*** be giving me PTSD

Literally if I had just chilled and just talked to her like a normal person, I coulda had a women that I actually wanted in my life Now I’m lonely again. Got another girl who fwm but its not her

she not even an ex, just someone i shot my shot with and i thought she felt the same way and she kinda just mind f***ed me really

im doing it to take a break from reality and release pent up emotion, that s*** happened when i held a tab of LSD and i felt pretty amazing afterwards. exhausted but cleansed, thanks for the warning and s*** though

i really wish i could just forget about the whole thing and move on but she was the first shawty i shot w period and i really do like her for her and she just doesnt care. and now i dream about her and think about her literally all the time, its horrible.

bruh feeling the exact same way

wake up everyday and think about her and get sad

thank f*** i've got another chick though, otherwise i would have been beyond depressed

I’m ready to go
I believe in god but I’m ready for him to take me fr

Suicide is a sin but damn I just wanna go