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  • Jan 2, 2020
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    Ari

    Called my dad and he said he didn’t care about me

    Damn
    Bro I can only imagine what you going through rn, I'm so sorry to hear that. It's not an easy thing to come to terms with after hearing. What happened between y'all, if you don't mind me asking

  • Sousa2626

    do you guys feel depressed/down if you go through the same routine everyday ?

    Yeah coz you no longer feel challenged so you feel like you've lost purpose. Existential crisis or whatever it's called I think

  • Jan 2, 2020
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    CRACKASTEPPAVEGAN

    Damn
    Bro I can only imagine what you going through rn, I'm so sorry to hear that. It's not an easy thing to come to terms with after hearing. What happened between y'all, if you don't mind me asking

    Honestly feel that he’s angry because after my parents split I wanted to live with my mom instead of him.

  • Jan 2, 2020
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    Ari

    Honestly feel that he’s angry because after my parents split I wanted to live with my mom instead of him.

    f*** him there will be a time he will need help just do the same thing

  • Jan 2, 2020
    Sousa2626

    f*** him there will be a time he will need help just do the same thing

    My stepdad treats me like his own so it’s niot that bad ig

  • Jan 2, 2020

    :/

  • Jan 2, 2020

    idk what I’m doing

  • Jan 2, 2020

    keep positive guys everyone is hear to help everyone

  • Jan 2, 2020

    I f***ed up big time

  • Jan 2, 2020
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    y’all will still be here when I’m gone

  • Jan 2, 2020
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    I’ve been on shrooms, meditated for 2 years, been on multiple antidepressants and still can’t cry or feel emotion. What the hell bro!

  • Jan 2, 2020
    PainPapi

    y’all will still be here when I’m gone

    dunno bout allat

  • Jan 2, 2020
    PainPapi

    y’all will still be here when I’m gone

    nah nigga im coming w/ you

  • Jan 2, 2020

    Not made for this life

  • chip skylark 🏄🏾‍♂️
    Jan 2, 2020
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    Being African Americans mental health is treated as a “get over it” in a way

    And if I did mention anything about my mental health everyone would know about it

    My sister got in a car wreck (she’s fine) and my mom was telling me she was gonna get her a counselor

    I tried to kill myself a few times and never made it a big deal and even if I did I’m pretty sure I’d get a lecture

    On my birthday weekend almost 2 years ago my girlfriend at the time was gonna kill her self. I’m a mental breakdown I told my parents this and mom was basically telling me to be careful with dating her cause if she did kill her self I would be at fault/they would blame me.

    I don’t know why but it rubbed me the wrong way. And an the way word is spread across my family is a reason why I don’t discuss any problems with my family

  • Jan 2, 2020
    chip skylark

    Being African Americans mental health is treated as a “get over it” in a way

    And if I did mention anything about my mental health everyone would know about it

    My sister got in a car wreck (she’s fine) and my mom was telling me she was gonna get her a counselor

    I tried to kill myself a few times and never made it a big deal and even if I did I’m pretty sure I’d get a lecture

    On my birthday weekend almost 2 years ago my girlfriend at the time was gonna kill her self. I’m a mental breakdown I told my parents this and mom was basically telling me to be careful with dating her cause if she did kill her self I would be at fault/they would blame me.

    I don’t know why but it rubbed me the wrong way. And an the way word is spread across my family is a reason why I don’t discuss any problems with my family

    obv you ain't like your moms remark, she didn't have your gf at concern

  • Jan 2, 2020

    migraiiiineeeeeee

  • Jan 2, 2020

    Its the 2nd day of the new year and already, the anxiety and lack of confidence is eating at me. F***ing end me.

  • Jan 2, 2020
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    Ari

    Honestly feel that he’s angry because after my parents split I wanted to live with my mom instead of him.

    He mad at your moms and is taking it out on you.

  • Jan 2, 2020
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    VizeGuy

    I’ve been on shrooms, meditated for 2 years, been on multiple antidepressants and still can’t cry or feel emotion. What the hell bro!

    I have a very hard time crying on some "woe is me" s***. But I empathise with others a lot

  • 666 💢
    Jan 2, 2020

    damn i thought moving to another country and s*** would help me in not thinking all the time about people i lost last year but goddamn i was wrong, this s*** still haunts me

  • Jan 2, 2020
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    CRACKASTEPPAVEGAN

    He mad at your moms and is taking it out on you.

    The thing is him and my mom are really good friends

  • Ari

    The thing is him and my mom are really good friends

    TF ? That's strange as hell
    He being mysterious, don't him

  • Jan 2, 2020
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    CRACKASTEPPAVEGAN

    I have a very hard time crying on some "woe is me" s***. But I empathise with others a lot

    How do you have so much empathy for others? I don’t even remember what it means anymore

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    My isolation has reached crazy levels. Sometimes I feel I don't ever want to communicate with people again (apart from the internet lmao, but even that becomes more difficult)

    I don't even know if I want to change that. I don't know anything tbh.

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